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srilankanbeyotch

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Dec 21, 2025
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Been at the hotel for two days now and enjoyed the massage and spa. Also did bubble baths for last two days and will probably take another one later before I go. Also ate every food I wanted to eat yesterday (I love prawns so much). It was such a happy day. My letters are also written for my family as well as instructions for the ambulance/police.

My solid food fasting started at 10am today and will start liquid fasting after I finish drinking my hot chocolate. I'll try to update this thread later tonight (gmt +8) 🖤
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
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Godspeed.
 
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IronMed

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Mar 2, 2025
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"I have to die. If it is now, well then I die now; if later, then now I will take my lunch, since the hour for lunch has arrived – and dying I will tend to later."

Epictetus - Discourses I, 1.32

I wish you peace, whatever you decide to do.
 
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vyvanceandvodka

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Jan 7, 2026
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I hope you find peace my friend. 💗
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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Realog11

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Dec 4, 2025
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Been at the hotel for two days now and enjoyed the massage and spa. Also did bubble baths for last two days and will probably take another one later before I go. Also ate every food I wanted to eat yesterday (I love prawns so much). It was such a happy day. My letters are also written for my family as well as instructions for the ambulance/police.

My solid food fasting started at 10am today and will start liquid fasting after I finish drinking my hot chocolate. I'll try to update this thread later tonight (gmt +8) 🖤
Good luck I wish you the best my friend it was nice getting to know you
 
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srilankanbeyotch

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Dec 21, 2025
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just took my SN. dont feel anything yet
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace. Good luck!
 
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EnculerParLaVie

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Sep 28, 2025
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Are you still here? Do you feel anything? And good luck
 
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Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I hope this person found the peace and liberation from all of his earthly suffering.
 
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shegotaway

yare yare daze
Jan 8, 2026
2
i hope you found the peace you deserve, see you on the other side 🫂
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

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I hope you've been released from all the suffering:heart:
 

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