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[kekakek]

I prepared two separate cups of water (75 ml) and two cups of nitrite, and it looks absolutely awful. How the hell am I supposed to drink this??? By volume, this mixture will be about a 1:3 ratio—it's going to be insanely salty!! Honestly, I expected 25g of SN to be way less. If I can't handle it and immediately throw up this drink because of the taste, will everything be okay? If there are people here who've tried this, please tell me how it turned out for you. Because if I freak out and call an ambulance, my life will be even more fucked up, lol

Those of you who decided to do this—you're fucking brave

 

[fadedghost]

i am sorry things have been so hard for you and you are sad. you've posted here so little so far, only 12 posts in total.

i know you have posted about feeling guilt about your mother finding your body and your complex feelings.

i am sorry you feel so badly. have you tried to get better at all? i know you are using a translator, but even with a translator you seem possibly very young. although sometimes people don't get better, some people do. i just hope you have at least tried to get better...

i am so sorry you are at this point.

I prepared two separate cups of water (75 ml) and two cups of nitrite, and it looks absolutely awful. How the hell am I supposed to drink this??? By volume, this mixture will be about a 1:3 ratio—it's going to be insanely salty!! Honestly, I expected 25g of SN to be way less. If I can't handle it and immediately throw up this drink because of the taste, will everything be okay? If there are people here who've tried this, please tell me how it turned out for you. Because if I freak out and call an ambulance, my life will be even more fucked up, lol

Those of you who decided to do this—you're fucking brave

Похоже, ты не отвечаешь. Я перевёл это на русский. Мне жаль, что всё было так тяжело. Я не понимаю, почему ты на этом форуме и что так усложняет тебе жизнь. Извините, что всё так сложно.
Ты мало написал, и я мало о тебе знаю. Вы пробовали обратиться за помощью при депрессии? Вы не обязаны делать это и можете передумать.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

You seem to be undecided about this. Unless you are 100% sure, then it's better not to proceed. There's nothing wrong with taking some time to think about it.

 

[coolcow1289]

I wish you'd stick around longer! Many people take antiemetics to reduce the risk of throwing up. Without them I'd say it's a likelihood your attempt will fail. And if you freak out and call an ambulance, it won't be the end of the world. You're already at rock bottom lol. I wish you the best wherever you end up. I'll even say I hope you decide against it

 

[knowledgeseeking]

I prepared two separate cups of water (75 ml) and two cups of nitrite, and it looks absolutely awful. How the hell am I supposed to drink this??? By volume, this mixture will be about a 1:3 ratio—it's going to be insanely salty!! Honestly, I expected 25g of SN to be way less. If I can't handle it and immediately throw up this drink because of the taste, will everything be okay? If there are people here who've tried this, please tell me how it turned out for you. Because if I freak out and call an ambulance, my life will be even more fucked up, lol

Those of you who decided to do this—you're fucking brave

I don't know if you drink 25g, throw it all up and would be ok without medical intervention. I don't recall any post where someone threw up, didn't go to the doctor and ended up ok. I have seen some posts where people have foolishly took a small amount (nowhere near 25g) to test it and they were ok.

I would be concerned about long term consequences.

 

[fadedghost]

Last seen 41 minutes ago. Probably did it. :-/

 

[RadiantNumber]

I hope you are in better place now friend

 

[darksouls]

best of luck and safe travels