Ctb date is approaching

[hopelessanddisabled]

Im ending it all on April 15. I'm not even bothering to tell my loved ones this anymore, itll never work. I'm tired of being disabled and watching everyone around me parade their privilege and happiness and freedom. I have SN etc and have had it for a long time. I know I havent talked here much but I really appreciate this community. I don't get shamed for prioritising myself here.

 

[IWTD]

Im ending it all on April 15. I'm tired of being disabled and watching everyone around me parade their privilege and happiness and freedom. I have SN etc and have had it for a long time. I know I havent talked here much but I really appreciate this community. I don't get shamed for prioritising myself here.

If you don't mind me asking...
What's the disability?

 

[WornOutLife]

Oh, you will ctb pretty soon!
I'm so sorry to hear you're leaving this world but I wish you a peaceful journey and lots of love.

 

[hopelessanddisabled]

If you don't mind me asking...
What's the disability?

Progressive hearing loss and constant dizziness, and throw in debilitating withdrawals.

 

[WornOutLife]

Progressive hearing loss and constant dizziness, and throw in debilitating withdrawals.

Is the hearing loss related to partial hanging? I'm really worried about that because I've tried to do it 3 times but I was lucky I guess.

 

[hopelessanddisabled]

Oh and very very bad ptsd

Is the hearing loss related to partial hanging? I'm really worried about that because I've tried to do it 3 times but I was lucky I guess.

No. chemo

 

[hopelessanddisabled]

I'm so done. I think I should specify -- now my goal is to ctb BY april 15.

 

[hopelessanddisabled]

Haha I think my partner is about to break up with me!!! Welp.