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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
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I have half a dozen physical problems that ruins my life and has been for about 10 years and they are only getting worse year by year but PLEASE tell me that someone else would ctb solely because of nostalgia if they were healthy.

I just wish to be a child again so bad life was so good back then I know the majority of this forum doesn´t think that according to a poll a made a while back but to me life was so good as a child and I hope at least 1 person thinks the same and want to PM me if they truly feel like I do
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
Omg I seriously thought I was the only one who felt that way

i fucking miss my childhood (below 12 yrs old). I wanna go back to it so badly too, when my mom held me, when i was innocent, when I had actual fun. NO care in the world..it was amazing.
 
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elfonashelf

Member
Mar 23, 2019
34
this is my dream as well
 
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Koal

Koal

Student
Dec 16, 2018
102
I have nostalgic feelings all the time, but I don't know what I feel nostalgic about. I was a miserable child and I constantly fantasized about restarting life as someone else.

What I think it is, for me, is that I just wish things could be different. I never had any real friends as a child, they were all dicks to me and then left me for other friends. I don't have any siblings either and so my whole life I've felt really lonely. So whenever I talk out loud as if there were someone else there, or I fantasize about hanging out with a friend I get an overwhelming feeling of nostalgia because it's something that I really wanted as a child and still really want now.

It's not a "I wish things could go back to being like this" sort of nostalgia, more of a "man wouldn't this have been cool" kind of nostalgia. It really gets me down.
 
Umbra

Umbra

Trans Girl
Mar 15, 2019
109
I wouldn't worry about how common your reason is, if you want to ctb because of any reason that's your decision.
 
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