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pentobarbitaldreams

pentobarbitaldreams

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Jun 11, 2020
77
Using SN. Will include more information in next post
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
Have a painless trip and wish you luck. Rest well
 
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pentobarbitaldreams

pentobarbitaldreams

Member
Jun 11, 2020
77
Using stat, 20 g LW brand in 50 ml water. Paliperidone will be working as my antiemetic. Painkiller is 600 mg ibuprofen. Will set up 3 glasses in case I puke. Left some signs so my younger sister (hopefully) doesn't walk in on my body.
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
Have a good and peaceful journey.
Keep us updated as much as possible.
 
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Borabora

Member
May 6, 2020
63
Godspeed & peaceful transition.
 
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x-Ace-x

x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
Hopefully your suffering will end soon. Please don't push yourself if you're not feeling ready.

Sending love and hugs your way :heart: :hug:
 
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GonnaGoBye

GonnaGoBye

Will die soon
Jun 30, 2020
109
Godspeed!
 
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pentobarbitaldreams

pentobarbitaldreams

Member
Jun 11, 2020
77
Just drank. Tastes salty but not too bad. Will update with pain etc
Heart beating like a drum lol. Slight headache
Nausea setting in
 
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Chiyuki99

Chiyuki99

a nightmare dressed like a daydream
May 28, 2019
140
Are you still with us?

Thinking of you and hoping for the best possible outcome for you.
 
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WhatIsMyLife

Experienced
Apr 22, 2020
249
Last seen 43 minutes ago... So sad..
 
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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
718
I hope it was painless.
 
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ItsAllTooLate

ItsAllTooLate

Dancing on the razor's edge
Jul 1, 2020
55
Hope you had safe travels!
 
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Chiyuki99

Chiyuki99

a nightmare dressed like a daydream
May 28, 2019
140
I hope you're in a better place now and at peace ❤️
 
Saed

Saed

Nondescript
Apr 21, 2020
580
@pentobarbitaldreams family will be home in around an hour. Oh,man.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Assuming OP is gone now, but wishing peace regardless.
 
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WinterFaust

WinterFaust

Shimmer
Apr 13, 2020
412
I hope you've found your peace. Rest easy ❤️
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,657
I hope you had a peaceful journey into the unknown. :hug:
 
TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
Peace...

Off-subject - What does the LW brand mean?? If it's not public, could someone PM it to me??
 
ghostgirl1995

ghostgirl1995

Experienced
Apr 18, 2020
237
Wishing you peace :heart:
 
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happy?1270

happy?1270

Hydrangeas and delphiniums @ my funeral
Mar 11, 2020
111
Assuming gone prayers and peaceful travels regardless
 
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etrangere

Member
Jul 1, 2020
7
Hope it was a peaceful journey.. Rest in peace.
 
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FreddieQuell

:):
Apr 14, 2020
80
Can't help being sad, hope you've had safe travels
 
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Busdriver

Busdriver

Mage
Feb 11, 2020
513
I was hoping you would stay on this forum a bit longer, as it might have been your dream to acquire N, just as is my dream, but in the end chose SN, like me.

I commend your willingness to use SN.
You are free now, buddy:heart:
 
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sadghost

S
May 17, 2020
232
I remember seeing your posts around SS. You will be missed and I hope that you're resting in peace now :heart:
 

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