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Nirvana_Warrior

Nirvana_Warrior

New Member
Feb 14, 2020
2
I think I've reached my breaking point. Normally I'm strong enough to deal with these feelings, but they're just wearing me down to the point where it all feels hopeless. Don't have the energy or drive I used to have any more. I just want to die as soon as possible to get rid of this pain. Can anyone else relate?
 
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Oyoy

Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
741
I think I've reached my breaking point. Normally I'm strong enough to deal with these feelings, but they're just wearing me down to the point where it all feels hopeless. Don't have the energy or drive I used to have any more. I just want to die as soon as possible to get rid of this pain. Can anyone else relate?
You nailed it
 
PoisonedJuliet

PoisonedJuliet

You saucy boy!
Feb 12, 2020
1,191
I can relate. I just want to be gone. Welcome to the forum btw! Please don't do anything impulsive because I hate to see people do something impulsive which never ends up well. Lots of love:heart:
 
AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
Yup, I can relate. Everything feels hopeless and out of my control for me. Welcome to the forum.
 
MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Welcome in!
And yes, I feel as if every day things are slipping and getting worse for me x things I can't control, but CTB I can control ❤
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
847
Welcome, I'm sorry you have crippling anxiety and pain. I know what you mean about just wanting to die.
 
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AintNoWayOut

Student
Jan 6, 2020
173
ive been at my breaking point, i just havent had the energy or resources to commit and end it all. an incident today especially reminded me that the sooner the better. i cant take this pain anymore, plus all the ridicule that comes from it. it isnt fair.
 

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