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only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
473
anyone feel too cowardly to killhimself?
I wanted to find a ''friend'' who encourages me (I know it's a crime and forbidden here)
 
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tsuina

tsuina

Member
Aug 15, 2020
35
me! total fucking chicken.
i'm too cowardly and i feel too guilty about it so i just don't do it yet. too scared of the afterlife.. too scared of dying painfully, or regretting it once it's too late..
i don't encourage stuff like that, but i hope you have the courage one day to make the best choice for you whether it is to keep going, or to ctb..!
 
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almost_dead

almost_dead

Arcanist
Aug 7, 2020
465
anyone feel too cowardly to killhimself?
I wanted to find a ''friend'' who encourages me (I know it's a crime and forbidden here)

don't tell me you need 'female friends'
 
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nitroautnz

nitroautnz

Specialist
Sep 11, 2020
361
I did chicken out last weekend, i wanted to cut an artery. But the idea of a partner i don't like that. I prefer to wait for trying again with a more peaceful method.
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,109
Me too! Maybe I am not afraid of death itself but the thoughts about pain during dying paralyze me. I'm absolute pussy.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
I would love to have a friend with me, just to have some joy before I go. I even know who I want with me, but he'd never go for it. He'd call emergency services. Someone to hold my hand as it happened. Sounds like a dream.

I'll probably end up imagining that my dead best friend is with me. I do that at times to ease my pain.
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,068
anyone feel too cowardly to killhimself?
I wanted to find a ''friend'' who encourages me (I know it's a crime and forbidden here)
But why you want to kill yourself? If you had a good motives I guarantee that you would find courage... Maybe internally you don't want to ctb.
Hundreds of people ctb everyday
 
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BipolarGuy

BipolarGuy

Enlightened
Aug 6, 2020
1,456
anyone feel too cowardly to killhimself?
I wanted to find a ''friend'' who encourages me (I know it's a crime and forbidden here)
Nobody here should be encouraging you to end your life.
If somebody does, contact a moderator. I don't know who the moderators are other than @Meretlein
 
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