courage to do the right thing

[my endless blue]

so, i don't know if you guys feel like this but... how can i not be a coward to ctb?

 

[tara44]

I feel the exact same way. My life is an absolute living hell but I fear that I'm going to be tortured when I die so I feel literally screwed

 

[my endless blue]

I feel the exact same way. My life is an absolute living hell but I fear that I'm going to be tortured when I die so I feel literally screwed

yeah. the society, religion, beliefs, all did that to us.

i don't want to suffer even more after i die, i don't want that. just want to finish my existence

 

[tara44]

yeah. the society, religion, beliefs, all did that to us.

i don't want to suffer even more after i die, i don't want that. just want to finish my existence

Me too. I don't think anyone deserves that :( I have everything I need to CTB and I'm just a coward that can't go through with it

 

[my endless blue]

Me too. I don't think anyone deserves that :( I have everything I need to CTB and I'm just a coward that can't go through with it

i think i want to listen to that song one last time. watch that show one last time. workout one last time. laugh one last time. see that person one last time.

or maybe, i'm just afraid of the "after".

but, still, i wish you nothing but the best, my friend :)