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matt6callis

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Oct 28, 2021
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I'm pretty afraid that this isn't going to work. SN.
But I plan to do it around 10pm.
But also a sort of weird feeling too, of peace.
I can no longer live like this and being scared all the time. It must end.
I just hope I don't puke too loudly and my housemates find me.
If that happens, life will be worse as I'd definitely get kicked out of my house. But I don't have money for a hotel, so it'll have to do
 
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As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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I hope whatever path you choose you find happiness and peace. Are you taking antimetics?
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I am sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I know that it can be hard to carry on when you cannot take anymore of this life. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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What ever path you decide, may it bring you peace.
 
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matt6callis

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2 hours to go. Getting a bit nervous now.
 
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