I've decided to make a contingency plan.
While I'm not yet ready to ctb, I'm going to buy a ticket for when I am.
I want to keep my options completely open.
Going to get an exit bag setup. Possibly have some backup options in case that becomes nonviable.
Ideally I would have a cyanide tooth or something similar so I would have the option for an emergency suicide (i.e. getting 5150'd, horrifically injured, or otherwise unable to ctb by ideal means), especially if I'm not able to access my normal ticket.
When it finally is time to ctb, I don't want to have to buy a ticket. I want to be ready.
I can't believe I didn't plan for this earlier.
While I'm not yet ready to ctb, I'm going to buy a ticket for when I am.
I want to keep my options completely open.
Going to get an exit bag setup. Possibly have some backup options in case that becomes nonviable.
Ideally I would have a cyanide tooth or something similar so I would have the option for an emergency suicide (i.e. getting 5150'd, horrifically injured, or otherwise unable to ctb by ideal means), especially if I'm not able to access my normal ticket.
When it finally is time to ctb, I don't want to have to buy a ticket. I want to be ready.
I can't believe I didn't plan for this earlier.
