undecidedfool
I'm just here.
- Oct 29, 2024
- 55
I'm considering stopping my meds a few days prior to when I'll likely attempt next week (timing is dependent on if I can get a firearm again by then). I haven't gone cold turkey off my meds in 9 years, and they've definitely changed a lot since then. I'm hoping it'll help reduce survival instinct if it slows down my thoughts enough.
When I forget for one day I tend to feel both slow and irritable. If I can amplify this effect, I might finally build the nerve to pull the trigger. (I don't know if you've ever held a gun to yourself, but it's terrifying whether you want to die or not.)
Does anyone have any thoughts on this or experiences with stopping their meds? I'm currently on Lithium, Lamictal, Wellbutrin, and Vraylar if you know anything about those too.
When I forget for one day I tend to feel both slow and irritable. If I can amplify this effect, I might finally build the nerve to pull the trigger. (I don't know if you've ever held a gun to yourself, but it's terrifying whether you want to die or not.)
Does anyone have any thoughts on this or experiences with stopping their meds? I'm currently on Lithium, Lamictal, Wellbutrin, and Vraylar if you know anything about those too.
