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Venting Close To The Fcking Edge! Ughh!

Riley [CTBus]

Riley [CTBus]

Wizard
Aug 8, 2020
604
Do you guys ever have one of those days where everything goes great, your stars align. Then voila! Something fucking ruins your progress then it's off to fucking square one. This fucking whirlwind of fucking emotions has led me closer to CTB. Is this hell? What is this? Why are we subjected to torment?
 
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Homecoming

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Aug 14, 2020
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CTBus said:
Do you guys ever have one of those days where everything goes great, your stars align. Then voila! Something fucking ruins your progress then it's off to fucking square one. This fucking whirlwind of fucking emotions has led me closer to CTB. Is this hell? What is this? Why are we subjected to torment?
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Well, what can I say?

Sometimes random unexpected sh!t can happen to me anytime, anywhere, even in my sleep, I feel like some kind of negative entity wants to physically or mentally harm me :'( (yes, I have the abilities to see and sense them).
 
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Riley [CTBus]

Riley [CTBus]

Wizard
Aug 8, 2020
604
This has been happening for a year now. I know life is not fair. But this is just horrible. I am rarely happy.
 
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Yeah I know what you mean. Sorry I don't really have any advice but I'm sorry that happened
 
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