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Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
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I'm thinking about ending my life possibly within the next couple of years but definitely the cap is when I turn 30.

I'm cleaning my room right now and throwing shit away. Some of the things that I've went through when I've put stuff away, there were some things that brought me good memories.

It almost feels like a new beginning for me and it's like one phase of my life is over and to start anew. The final phase that is.

I don't know what method I will be using if it'll be with SN and others but for in the mean time, distractions will fill me with my existential depression.
 
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bravotess

bravotess

I'ma jump ship now before I sink slow
Aug 8, 2020
119
So glad you found something productive to use as a distraction.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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It's amazing how much cleaning or changing a space can help mood.
 
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