Title, basically. Idk if I should wait until I get really, really sickly and then I can get MAID (I'm in Canada) or I should just CTB now by reordering SN. I need to learn to let go of hope, I need someone to sit me down and tell me that my life is not worth living, because it's not. I could write a small novella about why my life isn't worth living but basically, I am afraid of the afterlife. I don't understand why I have to suffer through illness, abuse, attacks, poor public health care. Even if paranormal things happened to me, it still doesn't take away my suicide desire. This life is very hard without illness, on top of illness, it's even harder.
Not to mention my worldview, I can't really post on here what I know but I know a lot of things about what they're planning to do to the underclass in the future and it's frankly very scary and macabre. It's going to be like Ch_na in the west very soon, and personally, I do not want to live under that sort of political climate.
Not to mention my worldview, I can't really post on here what I know but I know a lot of things about what they're planning to do to the underclass in the future and it's frankly very scary and macabre. It's going to be like Ch_na in the west very soon, and personally, I do not want to live under that sort of political climate.
