Hi all.
Treatment for Lyme isn't going well in NYC. I'm alienating all friends and family as a result of what's happened to my brain and my life.
I have N but it is in FL where my ex resides. Praying it isn't found. Meanwhile, I can't get back there as too afraid to fly (used to skydive :().
I want to CTB 6 years to the date I got sick-July 8th. Hoping N will still be there and will work. In case I can't hold on until then, I have many pills. I've asked this before but need to know if any combo will work or go back to the exit bag. I have anti-nausea pills from treatment, lithium carbonate, luvox, Xanax, klonopin, methylene blue, Celebrex, antibiotics, and others. Would any combo work? I can't be this person any longer…opposite of who I was and I loved. World and I just became too ugly, once so shiny and bright and full of vitality.
Treatment for Lyme isn't going well in NYC. I'm alienating all friends and family as a result of what's happened to my brain and my life.
I have N but it is in FL where my ex resides. Praying it isn't found. Meanwhile, I can't get back there as too afraid to fly (used to skydive :().
I want to CTB 6 years to the date I got sick-July 8th. Hoping N will still be there and will work. In case I can't hold on until then, I have many pills. I've asked this before but need to know if any combo will work or go back to the exit bag. I have anti-nausea pills from treatment, lithium carbonate, luvox, Xanax, klonopin, methylene blue, Celebrex, antibiotics, and others. Would any combo work? I can't be this person any longer…opposite of who I was and I loved. World and I just became too ugly, once so shiny and bright and full of vitality.
