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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Its been pretty rough on me since I got home yesterday. I've had more tears rolling these last 24 hours than my entire life combined. I'm fucking miserable.
 
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shadow11

Wizard
Jul 31, 2018
619
Its been pretty rough on me since I got home yesterday. I've had more tears rolling these last 24 hours than my entire life combined. I'm fucking miserable.
I'm so sorry for your pain
 
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shadow11

Wizard
Jul 31, 2018
619
Today is not a good day. Cant stop crying. I want to ctb so bad but I'm so scared. But I am waiting for the right time. I feel so bad I just want to die now.
The crying has started again I dont know what to do
 
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DoneFighting

Student
Aug 14, 2018
102
The crying has started again I dont know what to do
That's the worst just let it all out. Take a chill pill now and drink some water. By the time the episode is over you'll be tired enough to go to bed.
 
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shadow11

Wizard
Jul 31, 2018
619
That's the worst just let it all out. Take a chill pill now and drink some water. By the time the episode is over you'll be tired enough to go to bed.
Thank you I will try
 
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DoneFighting

Student
Aug 14, 2018
102
Thank you I will try
It usually works for me. I drink vodka as well. Hang in there. You'll get through it. Panic attacks are the worst.
 
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shadow11

Wizard
Jul 31, 2018
619
It usually works for me. I drink vodka as well. Hang in there. You'll get through it. Panic attacks are the worst.
I hate my anxiety and panic disorders. Sometimes the meds dont even work. Cant tell anyone they just say suck it up and sure cant go to ER for help, they would lock me up.
It usually works for me. I drink vodka as well. Hang in there. You'll get through it. Panic attacks are the worst.
 
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sadak_the_wanderer

sadak_the_wanderer

An appropriate painting
Mar 19, 2018
245
I spend much more time crying than I would like. And it doesn't seem to be a relief valve; afterwards, I'm simply tired. So much for "cry it out."

At least I have managed to keep it out of view of the people who know me.
 
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shadow11

Wizard
Jul 31, 2018
619
There might even be an after life, don't worry too much about it. It's gonna happen anyway one day
I just cant wait that long for it to happen, I just cant be sick that much longer
 
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