cant stand being trapped in my own body

[neverbeenbetter]

i hate how i look and how my body looks, and its not a problem with just being healthy/fit enough, i hate how i look down to the smallest features. its so evil that im forced to be trapped in a body that causes me to hate being alive.

 

[Zegers]

I hear you. I don't like the way I look either -disability- praying that next year i will be able to ctb successfully.

 

[neverbeenbetter]

I hear you. I don't like the way I look either -disability- praying that next year i will be able to ctb successfully.

i hate all of the male gendered features of my body, and there is nothing i can do about it.

 

[Zegers]

I would like to be born as someone completely beautiful, I mean a very beautiful face and a really slim and fit body, no health problems at all, it must be a nice experience.

 

[PrisonBreak]

I remember I used to suffer a lot from low self esteem mainly due to body length and size(being short and skinny) . I'm also near sighted, which means I wear spectacles all day everyday. But now that I'm suicidal, how I look hits me differently to how it did before. I still haven't fully accepted the way I look but It doesn't bother as much as it used to. I would have loved to have a bulky body, but gaining weight is just as hard as loosing it for some people.