Venting Can't seem to get better

[Breadbfra]

I literally cannot explain how I feel.
I went to France to escape from Italy's hell, and my bosses have basically scammed me (believe me it wasn't my fault) so I had to come back to Italy.
Now we're in the 9th month of lockdown, which means no going out. Which means...the economy shrinking to the point people, this evening, started burning the national health institute's door.
We're in the middle of social desperation and 40% youth unemployement.
I am middle-upper class so I could do pretty well, but I don't know what to do.
Suicides are obviously rising, going up to 6000 deaths per year.
What is even life in this country? I'm tired. I'm tired because the only thing I have in mind here is suicide. What's the way to escape from this hell? Kill yourself?

 

[WornOutLife]

This pandemic is certainly making things worse all over the world!!
We're having a flexible lockdown in Argentina but things are going south! It's chaos so, we'll probably end up having a "full" lockdown again. (especially now that autumn and winter will be coming)

Anyway, at least you won't end up as a homeless person. That's good!

I have too many ups and downs but I somehow try to get some money because I'm really scared of being kicked out from my apartment.

 

[Breadbfra]

This pandemic is certainly making things worse all over the world!!
We're having a flexible lockdown in Argentina but things are going south! It's chaos so, we'll probably end up having a "full" lockdown again. (especially now that autumn and winter will be coming)

Anyway, at least you won't end up as a homeless person. That's good!

I have too many ups and downs but I somehow try to get some money because I'm really scared of being kicked out from my apartment.

Yeah I'm very lucky but it's very rare to be homeless in Italy unless basically chosen or very unfortunate circumstances.
Sending hugs

 

[ZardozOmega]

There's an ongoing pandemic. Lockdown are put in place to limit its spread.

 

[Breadbfra]

There's an ongoing pandemic. Lockdown are put in place to limit its spread.

Yeah it's been 9 months in lockdown with 330.000 business closed and people living off no money. I know that.

 

[Futile]

Sorry to hear that. Things are really going downhill, but people seem to accept it, I just wish something would change

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

England is also still in full lockdown. I feel like I'm losing my shit most days.