I can't force myself to jump, the SI is too strong. Am I stuck here forever?
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BeansOfRequirement
Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
- Jan 26, 2021
- 5,845
WornOutLife
マット
- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,183
LifeQuitter2018
Wanderer
- Aug 12, 2018
- 414
Use the night-night method. The materials are fairly easy to bought off Amazon or you can buy similar things in local shop - supermarket. It's nearly foolproof in my opinion.
GarageKarate07
Wizard
- Aug 18, 2020
- 675
Also Tourniqeut or something along with night night method . Also keep calm. Relax. Breathe. Sometimes it's not yet your time. Your not the first or last person to have some sort of a need to keep going. There might be a reason for that and right now you can't see it. I know that's the shittiest advice anyone can give lol. I hate when people say it to me as well. Try and center yourself if you can. If you really want to go. Look around at other methods. Take your time. Its not an easy life we all know and it really sucks. Keep your head up and try to make do until you find what your looking for. I could go right now and for some reason I don't. Nobody is here to stop me but for some reason I still don't. My life is going to get worse and still I don't. I'm not sure why but I take a stupid strange comfort in that. I just want to enjoy life just like everyone here but for whatever reason we don't. We take things to hard or we are just really fucking tired. But here we all are today still living and trying one more time. These are all really hard methods that we share here. Pills, jumping, firearms, suffocation are all really hard to do. Dont feel embarrassed or put yourself down. ❤
WatermelonMel
Melon Master
- Aug 19, 2019
- 408
I really like how the Night Night method works, but there's something about it not being very known that makes it spooky to use, like maybe something will go horribly wrong but you won't know it until it's too late since it's not documented.
asecretexit
ugh
- Feb 1, 2021
- 9
I think strong SI and will to live can sometimes go hand in hand. Maybe it isn't your time yet? Have you exhausted every method of getting out of the rut you're in? I would never deny the fact that, sometimes, you just have to go. But it does break my heart knowing how many lives are hindered by this idea that they must eventually CTB. I wouldn't wish this burden on anyone.
Do you think there is any hope of recovery for you?
muffin222
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2020
- 1,187
I don't think it's your "SI" stopping you... I just think it's perhaps not your time to die. It seems like you're trying to find holes in the different methods as a way to not go through with it. There's no need to force yourself- the option to ctb will always be there. I'm sorry you're hurting
perhaps you can allow yourself a bit more time to think things through before taking that final step?Similar threads
