can’t get my knotting right

[enne]

i swear to fuck i'm about to just shove this rifle up my ass. fuck. if i could figure anything out. rope i got i guess is too small on top of i can't get the fucking knots to work like i did. with the scarf.
promised (well, avoided the promise) i wouldn't slash my wrist again) i can
i just for the love of fuck
i cant even die. just watching everyone else live. please just fucking end me.
i don't know how to use this gun either
i keep trying to figure out the rope
hell :) i'm in hell :)
i cried earlier. i cant cry around my dad. i cant do anything

 

[marleybarley]

i swear to fuck i'm about to just shove this rifle up my ass. fuck. if i could figure anything out. rope i got i guess is too small on top of i can't get the fucking knots to work like i did. with the scarf.
promised (well, avoided the promise) i wouldn't slash my wrist again) i can
i just for the love of fuck
i cant even die. just watching everyone else live. please just fucking end me.
i don't know how to use this gun either
i keep trying to figure out the rope
hell :) i'm in hell :)
i cried earlier. i cant cry around my dad. i cant do anything

are you in ny?

 

[enne]

are you in ny?

no ~