Too miserable to live and my only two methods are a guaranteed fail. I feel like a laughing stock. Painkillers or trying to achieve Serotonin Syndrome by overdosing on a ton of 40mg Celexa just makes ME sound like a pathetic clown. Maybe starving myself? No my body will just eat the stored fat since I have a lot. I'm such a failure! Why can't I just die?
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I understand how you feel, I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to ctb. More than anything I wish that it was easier to leave this world, the fear of failure is what holds me back from doing it. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. We all deserve the option of a peaceful way to exit at a time of our own choosing. I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever happens.Similar threads
