Can't be with people anymore

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I get extremely anxious when I'm with people. I don't wsnt to go out i just wanna be alone till I finally ctb. I can't stand it. Who else feels the samr? I'm going fucking insane

 

[Passersby]

Yes I feel the same. Extreme anxiety. Its extremely hard for me to be around people anymore because of my pain and physical issues. It creates suffering and alters the way you act, stand,sit, and everything about the way you interact. So I have to fight hard to be there to cover this shit up. Plus I enjoy going it alone for the most part but would be nice to get out some and live damnit! Yes time to bite the dust I'm tired of this! Ahhhhhhhh!!

 

[thx1138]

I feel the same, even these forced "virtual" interactions at my work stress me out. I can't talk to people at all, not even texting. I already live alone and I'm very isolated, but I still get anxious when I'm forced to interact. Ugh!

 

[Emily123]

i can't either . i can't tollerate their harassments anmore

 

[airboy_a380]

Wannna kill me? Put me in a crowded mall. I hate people, and i used To be a flight attendant for many years, hundreds of people on a plane. Now I can't stand being around anyone.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Unfortunately, I have to go to work to earn money to support my family, and I have to interact with people all day long. Before I took the job, though, I stayed inside for five months, mostly lying in my bed. Even now, when I come home from work, I go to my bedroom and stay there until it's time for work the next day.

 

[airboy_a380]

That's exactly what I used to do when I came home from work. Until one day I just didn't leave the bed anymore. It's been 2 years now.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I feel the same, even these forced "virtual" interactions at my work stress me out. I can't talk to people at all, not even texting. I already live alone and I'm very isolated, but I still get anxious when I'm forced to interact. Ugh!

Lucky you. I'd have already ctbed if I lived alone.

 

[Tabbyql]

I do. My bf went to see his nan and sister today. I thought great I get a few hours peace. He then rang me up and gave me 2 minutes notice that all 6 of them were going to pop round for a cup of tea. I barely had time to throw some people clothes on. I wasn't happy,my bf knows what I'm like, and he knows I'm even worse the last couple of weeks because of my sister's sudden death. I tried my best to stay around them but it was too much. The laughing, talking, my dogs going mental, feeling like crap cuz they are all better than me. So I just snuck off upstairs, I'm now sitting on my bed, feeling paranoid that they think I'm an awful person for being so rude. And listening to them all be normal and having a good time. I didn't need this today, I really can never have a good life I cant cope being around humans. I'm sorry for anyone else that feels like this.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I get extremely anxious when I'm around people too. I would rather hide.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

I get anxious, too. I've realized this year that I'm a very paranoid, anxious, and suspicious person. I've realized that I kind of get these traits from my parents, especially my mom.

I try to hang out with people and talk to them, but I feel so disconnected from everyone. I get no enjoyment out of being with friends. I may joke around and laugh, but I don't feel anything. I feel like an alien and being around people makes it worse.

I'm such a miserable person. I don't know why people tell me I'm "kind, smart, compassionate, resilient". It feels like such a lie.

I'm sorry for just rambling. :/

 

[Worthless_nobody]

I really feel this. I have never been social or enjoyed being around people. I am really socially awkward and it gets old people thinking I should be all outgoing and social. I have always struggled to make friends..and keep them and I didn't do well in any of my previous relationships because I'm so anti social and never wanted to "hang out" or go do anything. I despise restaurants, stores and anything with lots of people...I feel really trapped and always on verge of a panic attack. It's all I can do to be around family these days and they just make it harder to ctb too.

 

[clocktower]

i feel alienated from everyone else because of my ocd intrusive thoughts. i miss company.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I really feel this. I have never been social or enjoyed being around people. I am really socially awkward and it gets old people thinking I should be all outgoing and social. I have always struggled to make friends..and keep them and I didn't do well in any of my previous relationships because I'm so anti social and never wanted to "hang out" or go do anything. I despise restaurants, stores and anything with lots of people...I feel really trapped and always on verge of a panic attack. It's all I can do to be around family these days and they just make it harder to ctb too.

So sorry you also struggle with this. Also I forgot to say that I'm a huge fan of music but I stopped going to concerts because of this reason. I hate being surrounded by many people. It terrifies me.

I'm such a miserable person. I don't know why people tell me I'm "kind, smart, compassionate, resilient". It feels like such a lie.

I completely relate to this. I hate when people who know me tell me I'm smart. I'm the most stupid person on Earth.

i feel alienated from everyone else because of my ocd intrusive thoughts. i miss company.

What about a pet? Animals are better company than humans.

I've realized this year that I'm a very paranoid

Covid lockdown has made me paranoid too

I get extremely anxious when I'm around people too

My phobia to crowded places (I think it's called agoraphobia)