Can someone tell me that its gonna be okay

[kk13]

I dont mean that i will survive. Just that everything will be okay. Im not okay. Im in so much pain i can physically feel it in my body. What did i do to be this way i did nothing wrong so why am I suffering im only 19 i want to live my life
There is nothing for me. But even if i fail in everything can someone please tell me its going to be okay . Everyone tells me i can do it that i can succeed. Just tell me that it'll be ok if i fail in everything and that i am worth something and that I deserve love and care and a good life i just want be alive i want to feel the wind and the watch the sunset and look at the stars and why cant my mind let me do that. Maybe when i die everything will be okay. I just have to survive until then

 

[madeincruddy]

Things are gonna be okay. I can relate. I want to live and I want to be happy, too. I think when things get as bad as they have for people like us, it's time to redefine what success means for us. Maybe you're not meeting up to general society's standard of success, but who cares? The world moves way too fast, anyways. Take things at your own pace. Take care of yourself first and take the time to build yourself up slowly. There is no need to rush. You deserve love, care, life, everything.

I'm not the best at comfort or advice but I hope you feel better soon. It's gonna be okay. You have time