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ginslinger23

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Aug 19, 2023
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Hi all fellow travellers.

I have chronic liver disease (through haemocromtosis, not booze or drugs not that I'm judging or caring) and every week I am getting worse. I currently have spots that cover my face that I can't stand going anywhere in public.

I have travelled the world with my partner, bought a house and a dog. I love her so much, but I'm a husk of a man and my Medical issues mean I don't even know if I can leave the house tomorrow let alone country. She deserves more than this.

I have about £50k from my parents inheritance, is there a quick way to CTB.

Please, I'm desperate.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,480
Perhaps N in Mexico or Peru?
sorry i dont know
 
Themogger

Themogger

Why so serious?
Jul 23, 2024
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Inert gas exit bag since you actually have the funds for it
 
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awaitingdeath

Member
Jun 12, 2024
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Hi all fellow travellers.

I have chronic liver disease (through haemocromtosis, not booze or drugs not that I'm judging or caring) and every week I am getting worse. I currently have spots that cover my face that I can't stand going anywhere in public.

I have travelled the world with my partner, bought a house and a dog. I love her so much, but I'm a husk of a man and my Medical issues mean I don't even know if I can leave the house tomorrow let alone country. She deserves more than this.

I have about £50k from my parents inheritance, is there a quick way to CTB.

Please, I'm

Hi all fellow travellers.

I have chronic liver disease (through haemocromtosis, not booze or drugs not that I'm judging or caring) and every week I am getting worse. I currently have spots that cover my face that I can't stand going anywhere in public.

I have travelled the world with my partner, bought a house and a dog. I love her so much, but I'm a husk of a man and my Medical issues mean I don't even know if I can leave the house tomorrow let alone country. She deserves more than this.

I have about £50k from my parents inheritance, is there a quick way to CTB.

Please, I'm desperate.
I am also trying to figure out if money can buy peace but the price I can afford for peace is much less than £50k 😆
 
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mrtime87

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Jul 9, 2024
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No.
 
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fmak

Member
Jul 27, 2024
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Hie I'm sorry about your condition. Its sad that you are deteriorating weekly and the quality of life is becoming worse with no reverse and money can't change that. I'll share with you my story too that has made me think going is my only way out, I feel so depressed. I am in a mess because of gambling & the people I owe are hounding me. I am 34 and don't have a job (which is what made me turn to gambling in the first place), unmarried (who can i marry when I'm this broke) no kids and age is running out. It's crazy how situations differ to me money can buy me peace & a way out. Total owed is 1700 usd and that can definitely turn my life around. I hope you will reach out.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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In my case, it can but it depends on the amount of money that I get
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry you have to go through this.

As was mentioned before you might be able to travel to acquire the "holy grail" N.

Money can neither buy health, nor happiness nor peace, in my case I'm suicidal bc of lack of money and that's y I cannot acquire N. If I had the money I wouldn't be suicidal and wouldn't need N.
 
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kfad95

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Mar 2, 2024
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I wish it could, 37yo and if I sell both of my houses I'd have 600k nzd roughly 350k usd. Money can't fix my anhedonia.

Maybe I should go for a holiday to Peru 😅
 
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cryptoinvestor

Student
Jul 12, 2024
193
Total owed is 1700 usd and that can definitely turn my life around. I hope you will reach out.
So you made an account just to ask him to send you money? Sorry but that's kind of tone deaf here
 
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Timothy7dff

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Apr 10, 2024
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Guard your money the best you can. The deep state is always looking to pick your pocket.
 
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sos

Specialist
Jul 22, 2024
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So you made an account just to ask him to send you money? Sorry but that's kind of tone deaf here
imagine begging on a forum with people who wanna ctb haha

"sucks that u wanna ctb, but send me some money before u do pls"

the irony

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@ginslinger23 sucks that you're in that position. but at the same time; your partner is still with you, so why would you want to ctb?

sure; you might feel as if you're holding her back but wouldn't it be her decision to either stay with you, or leave you?

she's still there, no?

your situation is getting worse, but is there like an end to it, or what would happen if you didn't ctb?
 
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Anon7b8

Experienced
Aug 21, 2023
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It can and it can't. It really depends on how you view peace itself. For most, financial stability will likely induce a sense of safety. In your case sir, what are you really looking for? A quick death? Relaxation before you go? Or not leaving behind any regrets? The first two would be easy with only cash, but the last one, while having money can solve some of those, it is up to you to look for ways to overcome them.
 
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fmak

Member
Jul 27, 2024
17
So you made an account just to ask him to send you money? Sorry but that's kind of tone deaf here
He has the money, he wants to die and leave it. Yet someone alive can make great use of it 💁‍♂️
 
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cryptoinvestor

Student
Jul 12, 2024
193
He has the money, he wants to die and leave it. Yet someone alive can make great use of it 💁‍♂️
Yes, but you're not entitled to it. He has family/a partner who deserve the inheritance. Why would you even ask? If he wanted to donate to people here, he would've explicitly said so.
 
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cryptoinvestor

Student
Jul 12, 2024
193
Guard your money the best you can. The deep state is always looking to pick your pocket.
As well as beggars like the one in this thread lol. Don't tell many people IRL after you hit it big, money really changes people/at least reveals how rotten their souls are
I wish it could, 37yo and if I sell both of my houses I'd have 600k nzd roughly 350k usd. Money can't fix my anhedonia.
I feel the same. I made 1million usd from crypto before I turned 30 and it made my mental health worse than it ever was when I was poor and struggling. At first I went really manic for a year, moved to Mauritius to live by the beach, bought material things, then I got REALLY bored and the anhedonia has fully set in now, I'm turning 32 soon and have tried everything to alleviate but it's not working. I can make more millions from crypto but I can't even be bothered at this point
 
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doneforlife

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Jul 18, 2023
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As well as beggars like the one in this thread lol. Don't tell many people IRL after you hit it big, money really changes people/at least reveals how rotten their souls are

I feel the same. I made 1million usd from crypto before I turned 30 and it made my mental health worse than it ever was when I was poor and struggling. At first I went really manic for a year, moved to Mauritius to live by the beach, bought material things, then I got REALLY bored and the anhedonia has fully set in now, I'm turning 32 soon and have tried everything to alleviate but it's not working. I can make more millions from crypto but I can't even be bothered at this point
Why do you think it happened that way ? If you do have any passion, you can indulge in it.
 
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cryptoinvestor

Student
Jul 12, 2024
193
Why do you think it happened that way ? If you do have any passion, you can indulge in it.
I have over-indulged maybe I don't know. I can't feel pleasure from anything, even music or songs I used to dance to just sound like irritating noise and I wish it wasn't so. I have no passion or desire for anything anymore. That's is the definition of anhedonia essentially.
 
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doneforlife

Mage
Jul 18, 2023
523
I have over-indulged maybe I don't know. I can't feel pleasure from anything, even music or songs I used to dance to just sound like irritating noise and I wish it wasn't so. I have no passion or desire for anything anymore. That's is the definition of anhedonia essentially.
Yes , it could be over indulgence. You can switch off from all pleasurable activities for a year or so and try again.
 
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cryptoinvestor

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Jul 12, 2024
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Yes , it could be over indulgence. You can switch off from all pleasurable activities for a year or so and try again.
I'm doing so but literally bored to death, hence made an account here
 
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Isbel88

Banned Scammer
Jun 19, 2024
70
Well, I'm in Peru. Here is possible to get N. Actually, I have 8 bottles. Maybe, next year will be impossible to get it.
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,796
I am also trying to figure out if money can buy peace but the price I can afford for peace is much less than £50k 😆
I personally think that money can by stuff, but not peace.
I hope you can find your peace in whatever you choose🌹💔
 
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divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,760
I think it can buy temporary peace not long term though
 
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acey

Above an abyss - funeral worker
Sep 14, 2023
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Well, I'm in Peru. Here is possible to get N. Actually, I have 8 bottles. Maybe, next year will be impossible to get it.
Are you willing to sell/share?
 
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PinkChubbyBunny

Member
Oct 25, 2024
23
You can go for N if you want a quick and peaceful end.
Another peaceful option is Opioids. Much cheaper and easier to get so you can leave the money for your partner or spend it all having fun together in the last days of life.
 
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onmywayhome

Member
Sep 7, 2022
13
Well, I'm in Peru. Here is possible to get N. Actually, I have 8 bottles. Maybe, next year will be impossible to get it.
I'm thinking of going to Peru to get it soon. Could you please share the details on how you've acquired it? Thank you
 
Tig

Tig

Student
Oct 17, 2024
171
No, money can not buy Peace.
It can make loved ones temporarily comfortable though,
True Peace comes with price that can't be bought with gold,
Only commitment, hard work, and dedication provides Peace.
 

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