Can I tell my real full story

[usernameforhere]

I never really was that engaged in life. I sorta moved around a lot but always was decent at making money and meeting basic needs and having a place to live and having friends.
I didn't love it but I was okish at it.

I met someone, they weren't who they appeared to be. I kinda knew this. It didn't stop me. Honestly I never really liked him. But I'm kinda used to be ambivalent so it didn't set off any alarms.

ive had some real challenges in my life. At one points years ago I couldn't move half of my body . I beat that. Sometimes I have difficulty with movement. Some days I don't do much.

then I met this guy. There's time missing around him. I remember he would come over and it was light out and then I wouldn't remember anything until I was sleepwalking in the dark. I'm not a sleepwalker.

I know there's a lot of pain and trauma around these weird experiences. Very hazy memory.

I know he does weird things to people. No one will listen. Why does no one believe me? Why do I care? I told those idiots to be careful. I told them what to look out for. If they choose to be idiots and only accept the surface level why do I care?

I'm so ready to go but this holds me back.

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

Do you believe he drugged or date raped you at all, was it recent? I understand how that feels. It's truly awful how hazy you are when going through it.

 

[usernameforhere]

Do you believe he drugged or date raped you at all, was it recent? I understand how that feels. It's truly awful how hazy you are when going through it.

Oh yeah I remember him showing up one night and not remembering anything until for a few hours until I do have a memory of something that happened

 

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People who would rape an unconscious person are, in my opinion, close to being necrophiliacs or they may already be but the lack of access to corpses pushes them to obtain what they need by drugging people into a state of unconsciousness or temporary death. All abusers don't see people as people anymore but as mere bodies and objects. They have morbid distorted desires for control and power to attack and take advantage of people and things. And those who would do so when the people and things are at their most defenseless and vulnerable are of the worst kind. All rapists, abusers, bullies, criminals and all that have ill intentions deserve to receive their share of retribution. All deserve to receive their share of retribution. Be careful of what you do until then. I'm sorry you went through that, op. I don't know what to say, you must've been very scared and confused. I hope justice will be done soon, I hope the truth will come out, for all and all things to see.