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lovehate22

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not 30, but i thought i was going to die at 14 and now i'm nearly 19
 
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My first attempt was at 14. I'm now almost 50. ;-; A lifetime of disappointment as the number climbs. It stips before 50!
 
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I didn't expect to live past 13, hopefully the number stops soon.
 
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AllReturnsToNothing

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Aug 5, 2020
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That's how I felt when I turned 21 just earlier this year lol. I'm sure my older siblings can relate to this one though as one of them is turning 30 and the other one really close. Then again they have lives and friends unlike me so who knows whats going on with them.
 
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so tired or manic

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Jun 12, 2020
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14 here too. more than doubled it now.
 
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Jun 15, 2020
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I had to laugh at this. I'm 29, supposed to turn 30 on October 4th. I'm planning my exit soon once all the products for the SN method arrive.
 
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I gotta admit it pains me to see so many young people here. I just turned 30, so I ... I did relate, at least at one point.
 
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Honestly, I really don't want to live to see my 30th birthday. But given how difficult I'm finding it to ctb, I can't guarantee that I'll not still be here.
 
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