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Brayu

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Sep 14, 2021
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First, I'm going to ask you not to quibble... I'll try not to let off steam here, but I'll explain the reasons for one of the two methods.

Firstly I'm in a third world country, I don't have access to methods like SN or N (much less). Besides that I am unemployed and my family (even my neighborhood in general) is in a very delicate financial situation. I've even tried to find SN in physical stores (because paying the shipping would be impossible), but every time I asked I was afraid of getting arrested (seriously, I don't want to go to prison man)! Besides that I live with my family (it would be horrible to order this).

I can assume that I developed heart problems through covid (but still lacking tests to confirm, let's consider that).

Two real options:

1. buy caffeine pills(and get about 10 grams of it in total, which is a very limiting value) - Caffeina OD

2. Buy soy sauce (1L) and do not drink water or ask for help (I tried it with water and at the time I backed off, it seemed like it would work) - Sodio OD

I currently have antiemetic and much more need to do this (so I think it would be different).

I also have castor bean seeds (I can get them causally if I can match one of these things).

I know it's going to hurt, but it's going to happen... on 11/05/2021, just advice and help choosing between the two (don't try to dissuade me)
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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First, I'm going to ask you not to quibble... I'll try not to let off steam here, but I'll explain the reasons for one of the two methods.

Firstly I'm in a third world country, I don't have access to methods like SN or N (much less). Besides that I am unemployed and my family (even my neighborhood in general) is in a very delicate financial situation. I've even tried to find SN in physical stores (because paying the shipping would be impossible), but every time I asked I was afraid of getting arrested (seriously, I don't want to go to prison man)! Besides that I live with my family (it would be horrible to order this).

I can assume that I developed heart problems through covid (but still lacking tests to confirm, let's consider that).

Two real options:

1. buy caffeine pills(and get about 10 grams of it in total, which is a very limiting value) - Caffeina OD

2. Buy soy sauce (1L) and do not drink water or ask for help (I tried it with water and at the time I backed off, it seemed like it would work) - Sodio OD

I currently have antiemetic and much more need to do this (so I think it would be different).

I also have castor bean seeds (I can get them causally if I can match one of these things).

I know it's going to hurt, but it's going to happen... on 11/05/2021, just advice and help choosing between the two (don't try to dissuade me)
The caffiene could work if you don't throw up but the sodium seems like it won't work.
 
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Brayu

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Sep 14, 2021
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The caffiene could work if you don't throw up but the sodium seems like it won't work.
Simple and straightforward! I won't throw up, I won't!
 
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