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Saddaisy

Student
May 16, 2020
146
Well it's time. Everything is set up. Letters are out and time delayed emails are set to go.I just took a little longer to get started because I wanted to hug my dog for a little while longer. To everyone who supported me thank you. To everyone who said I was overreacting bc I didn't care to start over with a chronic disease and no one . Peace to some of you

Won't be responding bc after this I'm going to turn on some music and go.
 
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Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
I hope you find peace.
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
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Mylifeispointless

I've suffered enough, I give up
Jan 12, 2019
30
I hope you find peace ❤
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
Wishing you a peaceful journey and hope you find peace
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
785
I hope you don't do this because of your ex. Not worth it
But it's your choice so if you decide that's your final call, so be it.
 
BehindTheWall

BehindTheWall

May 21th 2020
Aug 26, 2020
132
No matter what your finale decision is, take care of you.
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
Godspeed.
May your passing be as swiftly as possible.
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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
I hope you find your peace
 
LiesAndLigatures

LiesAndLigatures

Please kill me. Please? PLEASE!
Nov 8, 2020
143
Good luck. I hope your passing is very peaceful.
 
Nodscene

Nodscene

Its time
Jun 7, 2019
154
I wish you a a successful and peaceful journey.
 
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Forgotten

Forgotten

Student
Aug 19, 2020
129
Best of luck and goodbye. It's your decision.
 
x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
1,360
Last seen Saturday at 11.31pm - that's strange :/
 
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SadJessu

SadJessu

Just tired.
Aug 17, 2020
168
Last seen Saturday at 11.31pm - that's strange :/
Hopefully they changed their mind, there is no shame in that. People who make goodbye threads aren't obligated to ctb for strangers on a fourm...

Just saying.
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
1,360
Hopefully they changed their mind, there is no shame in that. People who make goodbye threads aren't obligated to ctb for strangers on a fourm...

Just saying.
Did I suggest there was any shame in them changing their mind?
And why do you say "Hopefully...."?
You sound like a pro lifer to me.
Now, go swivel and stop being so rude!!
 
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SadJessu

SadJessu

Just tired.
Aug 17, 2020
168
Did I suggest there was any shame in them changing their mind?
And why do you say "Hopefully...."?
You sound like a pro lifer to me.
Now, go swivel and stop being so rude!!
The fact that you said it was 'strange' sounded accusatory, as if ctb is obligatory to anyone who posts a thread like this, lest they disappoint other users. There's nothing 'pro life' or 'rude' about hoping someone decides to wait, ctb is a final and ultimate decision, it should not be rushed and done so only after long contemplation with a clear mind.

'Go swivel' actually got a smile out of me though, since I've been thinking about sliding under the Southeastern Rail, and swivel is exactly what I'll be doing if I get caught between the carriage and platform.

Cheers.
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
1,360
The fact that you said it was 'strange' sounded accusatory, as if ctb is obligatory to anyone who posts a thread like this, lest they disappoint other users. There's nothing 'pro life' or 'rude' about hoping someone decides to wait, ctb is a final and ultimate decision, it should not be rushed and done so only after long contemplation with a clear mind.

'Go swivel' actually got a smile out of me though, since I've been thinking about sliding under the Southeastern Rail, and swivel is exactly what I'll be doing if I get caught between the carriage and platform.

Cheers.
"Strange sounded accusatory"??? don't be so damned ridiculous! It is well known that often, after the death of a member, if their phone or tablet is left open, somebody else could access the site. This happens a lot, but I happen to know that Saddaisy was totally organised and it didn't strike me that she would allow that to happen!
She may not have changed her mind at all, she may have been found before it was too late and taken to hospital. I do also know that she seemed to be determined to ctb, so yes, to me it WAS strange to see that she, or someone else, had accessed her account on Saturday night.
So please keep your opinions to yourself in future!!
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I hope you found what you were looking for and if for any reason not then we are happy to have to among us again.
 
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SadJessu

SadJessu

Just tired.
Aug 17, 2020
168
"Strange sounded accusatory"??? don't be so damned ridiculous! It is well known that often, after the death of a member, if their phone or tablet is left open, somebody else could access the site. This happens a lot, but I happen to know that Saddaisy was totally organised and it didn't strike me that she would allow that to happen!
She may not have changed her mind at all, she may have been found before it was too late and taken to hospital. I do also know that she seemed to be determined to ctb, so yes, to me it WAS strange to see that she, or someone else, had accessed her account on Saturday night.
So please keep your opinions to yourself in future!!
People perceive things differently, I don't find that to be ridiculous, especially when it's impossible to perceive inflection and body language through text. Perhaps I misunderstood your sentiments, if so I apologize.

I've often seen users change their minds and feel ostracized by the community, which isn't ok. Call me 'pro life' or whatever, but hesitation is usually a sign of not being ready, and that's fine. I feel all resources should be perused before death, since I've known people who changed their minds and are doing great today. Though ultimately it's up to the individual and their particular circumstances.

Cheers.
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
1,360
People perceive things differently, I don't find that to be ridiculous, especially when it's impossible to perceive inflection and body language through text. Perhaps I misunderstood your sentiments, if so I apologize.

I've often seen users change their minds and feel ostracized by the community, which isn't ok. Call me 'pro life' or whatever, but hesitation is usually a sign of not being ready, and that's fine. I feel all resources should be perused before death, since I've known people who changed their minds and are doing great today. Though ultimately it's up to the individual and their particular circumstances.

Cheers.
Well you will NEVER see me ostracizing anybody who changes their mind and chooses life and recovery over death by their own hand. I'm not pro-life either, I am pro-choice, and a person's choice can change at any time, that's the beauty of the human mind.

Thank you.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I like saddaisy's brief and to the point last message. And also her love for her dog, who I'm sure misses her terribly.
 
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Elementalist
Nov 11, 2020
885
I wish you peace and hope you set up a home for your doggy. Rest In Peace. It's always hard to see someone go as it's bittersweet
 
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lost_soul83

Wizard
Jan 7, 2019
638
God I'm gonna miss my pup when I'm gone. I've only survived this long because of him.
 
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