Burning need

[johntee2]

I read somewhere that a lot of suicides occur impulsively with only a few minutes between deciding enough is enough and jumping in the river or hanging themselves. I fully get that. I would describe my suicidal urges in the morning as a burning need. I need to go now.
Sorry. Will I get banned for posting too much? It's just everyone is so measured. I pm just in a whirl?

 

[neren]

I am impulsive. Which is why I switched methods. I have the SN but I needed something quicker.