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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
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Is anyone wrecking relationships/cutting people off/not returning messages in order to sabotage any attempt at recovery and speed along CTB?
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

ā€œYe shall be as gods..šŸŽ šŸā€
Jun 22, 2021
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Yes I did. It is funny because those very connections were also were contributing to my feelings of wanting ctb. Now that i cut all contact off I feel calmer. I live with family though so not totally isolated
 
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Depressed Cat

Depressed Cat

Mage
Jan 4, 2022
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I don't think of burning bridges with people, even if I'm bent on CTB.

Pretence can be hard when one is depressed, and I agree that it's not easy to pretend to be well and happy with family, friends and acquaintances when one is suffering badly. I believe there's no need to pretend in the first place. Just be yourself.

So no, I personally would not burn bridges with people deliberately for the reason that I'm planning to CTB.
 
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Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
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I don't think it's necessary, I have so few friends that I don't think they suspect I'm a suicide
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
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I find myself nicer to some of them. I try to avoid confrontation over some issues because it doesn't matter. life is silly and you realize this more when you want to ctb
 
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Rain_Hermit

Rain_Hermit

Member
Dec 12, 2021
37
A part of me wants to push my kid brother away hoping that he'd be relieved when I am gone.Another part of me wants to be as close to him as possible,because after I die,I will never be able to see him again or hear him talk.
I am kinda stuck between a rock and a hard place.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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Is anyone wrecking relationships/cutting people off/not returning messages in order to sabotage any attempt at recovery and speed along CTB?
I've been doing so for the past year and a half. I deleted most of my contacts and never reply to texts from my friends. I used to play an active role in their lives and I figure the longer I'm uninvolved with them the easier my passing will be on them.
 
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justsayin

justsayin

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Jan 30, 2021
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Is anyone wrecking relationships/cutting people off/not returning messages in order to sabotage any attempt at recovery and speed along CTB?

I've done it years ago. Sabotaging part was successful, speeding up part not so much.
 
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