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palebluedot

palebluedot

the view from halfway down
Apr 20, 2020
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I have a little over 10g. Does anyone think that could work? I next to no access to anything else, so I'm considering trying it. I know ODs don't generally work but thoughts?
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Unlikely to work.
I wouldn't do it. Things will only get worse once you wake up from the OD.
 
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palebluedot

palebluedot

the view from halfway down
Apr 20, 2020
41
Unlikely to work.
I wouldn't do it. Things will only get worse once you wake up from the OD.
ugh. thanks for being honest. the only things I have access to right now are partial hanging and the wellbutrin, and my SI kicks in so hard every time I've attempted partial
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

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May 26, 2019
602
If ever in doubt of the lethality of a drug/medicine, you can check the LD 50 of it. As I recall, that is how much of a substance that kills half the people who take that much.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
Damn. One case, but I'm surprised it worked.

Still not the best option OP. I would wait until you can get a more reliable method. You don't want to fail as the vast majority of self-poisonings do.
yeah no, should have clarified that i wasnt suggesting they do it, just that google typically holds the information one seeks (careful f26 might get google banned next :pfff: )
 
Celerity

Celerity

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Jan 24, 2021
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yeah no, should have clarified that i wasnt suggesting they do it, just that google typically holds the information one seeks (careful f26 might get google banned next :pfff: )
Yeah, for sure. A lot of scientific articles are locked though. They'll only let you read the abstract/summary.
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
Yeah, for sure. A lot of scientific articles are locked though. They'll only let you read the abstract/summary.
really? i dont think ive tripped across that although i might have and not noticed
 
Celerity

Celerity

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Jan 24, 2021
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really? i dont think ive tripped across that although i might have and not noticed
Absolutely. The vast majority of scientific articles are locked up behind paywalls. That's why it was so controversial when a group boarded a bunch of them and posted them for free online.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
Absolutely. The vast majority of scientific articles are locked up behind paywalls. That's why it was so controversial when a group boarded a bunch of them and posted them for free online.
when doing research on meds to either od or get better with i prefer this site when the articles pop up
 
SweetDreams500

SweetDreams500

Narcissistic gay NEETcel
Apr 4, 2021
234
I *hate* this med. It makes me feel like a zombie! Worst AD ever.
 
Celerity

Celerity

Visionary
Jan 24, 2021
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really? well, i could use being horny rn. I'll take one and see if it works
If they make you feel like a zombie, probably not, but it was at one time called the "happy, horny, skinny" pill. I accidentally took too much my sophomore year and wanted to fuck my entire Bio I class, including the Boomer professor.
 
SweetDreams500

SweetDreams500

Narcissistic gay NEETcel
Apr 4, 2021
234
Absolutely. The vast majority of scientific articles are locked up behind paywalls. That's why it was so controversial when a group boarded a bunch of them and posted them for free online.
Sci-hub is the solution, my friend. Well, provided you have a VPN. Some ISPs don't like when you visit scihub
 
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Celerity

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Jan 24, 2021
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Sci-hub is the solution, my friend. Well, provided you have a VPN. Some ISPs don't like when you visit scihub
I don't think so. When I was a grad student, I definitely had to use my uni's subscription service.

EDIT: Nevermind, I wonder if this is the website I was talking about. I thought it was taken down.
 
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palebluedot

palebluedot

the view from halfway down
Apr 20, 2020
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If ever in doubt of the lethality of a drug/medicine, you can check the LD 50 of it. As I recall, that is how much of a substance that kills half the people who take that much.
I can only find the ld50 for rats/mice, which I'm not sure if I'm confident enough to try to apply that to me haha. But idk I might end up trying it anyway because I'm having worse and worse impulsive self harm/suicidal ideation episodes so if that happens maybe I can be a bupropion OD case study :hihi:
 
SweetDreams500

SweetDreams500

Narcissistic gay NEETcel
Apr 4, 2021
234
If they make you feel like a zombie, probably not, but it was at one time called the "happy, horny, skinny" pill. I accidentally took too much my sophomore year and wanted to fuck my entire Bio I class, including the Boomer professor.
i'm not horny! false advertisement :pfff::pfff:
 
palebluedot

palebluedot

the view from halfway down
Apr 20, 2020
41
i'm not horny! false advertisement :pfff::pfff:
it took a build up of like 2 weeks for me but let's just say I have had 4 pregnancy scares in this one semester, so you might just have to wait it out lmaooo
 
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