• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
I

IwantAexit

Member
Jul 18, 2026
26
Hello, here I am again, just thinking, what if I learn welding, to build a strong iron system to die, I was thinking about a tank of iron, with strong iron bars inside of it to chain myself, then I place a hose to slowly fill it with water, so, since the chain is the last part, after placing it I may just send away the key of the lock with the chain, the survival instinct won't be taking place because the chain won't kill you and since you are chained You won't be able to stop the water, also the water is so slow filling the tank then the water won't activate the survival instinct neither, You may scream "help" but of course You Will be far of everything to avoid anyone saving You, so, the water Will kill you finally, the idea here is that since the survival instinct is a pain in the ass avoiding you to take the direct action to kill yourself, then an automatic action like the water filling more and more may be the answer
 
  • Like
Reactions: Mistergeburt and pthnrdnojvsc
F

fitoo5999

Member
Jul 23, 2026
78
Boy boy.
This is a plan that has been thought.
 
  • Like
Reactions: kilowatt, Mistergeburt and note_nomore
interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
286
...why
 
  • Like
Reactions: pond, Hollowman and Forveleth
FF777

FF777

I am male..
Jul 21, 2019
204
cool idea, but (in your case) you would have to learn welding to do all of that.. and you want to make sure you aren't just stuck there if some thing goes wrong with the water system and it isn't even flooding the chamber like it is supposed to...... because then you would just be stuck there chained and starve to death which would really suck..
 
  • Like
Reactions: pond and IwantAexit
M

MessyNonsense

Student
May 29, 2026
102
I mean, if you basically want to james-bond-villian kill yourself, i don't see a reason why it wouldn't work as long as it works out the way you say. Survival instinct will still probably kick in though, just instead of making you stop, it'll just make you be terrified and panicked in your last moments.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth, webb&flow and FF777
CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

I turned and ran / To save a life I didn't have
Jun 14, 2026
201
Ooh... This makes me wince. I mean... It'd work, but drowning is so uncomfortable... Besides, shallow water blackout works in a bathtub, so you. Won't have to learn welding and won't have to feel the agony of drowning. Love and peace, mate♥️
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: canidiealreadyy, Mistergeburt, FF777 and 1 other person
webb&flow

webb&flow

dum spiro spero—take it as it comes
Nov 30, 2024
734
I mean, if you basically want to james-bond-villian kill yourself, i don't see a reason why it wouldn't work as long as it works out the way you say. Survival instinct will still probably kick in though, just instead of making you stop, it'll just make you be terrified and panicked in your last moments.
the instincts exist for a reason
 
sleepytime5

sleepytime5

Member
Jul 13, 2026
21
Hello, here I am again, just thinking, what if I learn welding, to build a strong iron system to die, I was thinking about a tank of iron, with strong iron bars inside of it to chain myself, then I place a hose to slowly fill it with water, so, since the chain is the last part, after placing it I may just send away the key of the lock with the chain, the survival instinct won't be taking place because the chain won't kill you and since you are chained You won't be able to stop the water, also the water is so slow filling the tank then the water won't activate the survival instinct neither, You may scream "help" but of course You Will be far of everything to avoid anyone saving You, so, the water Will kill you finally, the idea here is that since the survival instinct is a pain in the ass avoiding you to take the direct action to kill yourself, then an automatic action like the water filling more and more may be the answer
I was thinking of something similar but with passing myself out first, then having a heavy object (a planche with weights and knives to it) fall onto me, but the problem is making it drop, how to make it after I pass out
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
Jul 19, 2026
420
I'm starting to wonder if this isn't being suicidal but is some kind of fetish or something.. I can't be the only one right..
on today's episode of is this a suicidal person or Jigsaw posting...
Right like.. Do you get off on this? I'm confused /not at you kira
 
  • Like
Reactions: Set Real Goul
sleepytime5

sleepytime5

Member
Jul 13, 2026
21
I'm starting to wonder if this isn't being suicidal but is some kind of fetish or something.. I can't be the only one right..

Right like.. Do you get off on this? I'm confused /not at you kira
I mean it's definitely fucked up, nothing sexual I think, we're all fucked in the head here so it doesn't surprise me, it's just that his method seems way to painful for the effort. But I also had grandiose ideas for my suicide, to make it not basic, in reality I wouldn't do them cause I am a pussy and don't like pain, otherwise I would have just stayed alive
 
  • Like
Reactions: pond
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
Jul 19, 2026
420
I mean it's definitely fucked up, nothing sexual I think, we're all fucked in the head here so it doesn't surprise me, it's just that his method seems way to painful for the effort. But I also had grandiose ideas for my suicide, to make it not basic, in reality I wouldn't do them cause I am a pussy and don't like pain, otherwise I would have just stayed alive
It's not just this method it's also the other ones they posted, the first was a long detailed description of being tied up and dying of starvation, the second is about hiring prostitutes to get AIDS and die slowly in decades
 
  • Informative
  • Like
Reactions: pond and Set Real Goul
Sims3losertrait

Sims3losertrait

weed addict, antinatalist, loser
Jan 8, 2021
64
It's not just this method it's also the other ones they posted, the first was a long detailed description of being tied up and dying of starvation, the second is about hiring prostitutes to get AIDS and die slowly in decades
IMG 3468
Same energy
 
  • Wow
  • Yay!
Reactions: pond and fluorescentpearl
I

IwantAexit

Member
Jul 18, 2026
26
I'm starting to wonder if this isn't being suicidal but is some kind of fetish or something.. I can't be the only one right..

Right like.. Do you get off on this? I'm confused /not at you kira
Finding possible methods give me peace and a feeling of a little bit of control, when I get a mind status of "oh no, all my possible methods are no methods right now due to those reasons that i just discovered" when I am like that I feel like panic
It's not just this method it's also the other ones they posted, the first was a long detailed description of being tied up and dying of starvation, the second is about hiring prostitutes to get AIDS and die slowly in decades
Yes, just trying to figure out my best option
 
FF777

FF777

I am male..
Jul 21, 2019
204
ah, i just remembered some thing some one else posted several days ago (i don't remember who)...... they were hypothesizing about going in to the middle of a lake (on a boat maybe?) or some where and then handcuffing their right wrist to their left ankle and i guess going in to the water and i guess the idea is that they can't save them selves and drown (probably a scary way to CTB but your death chamber you want to build is probably going to be scary too)..
 
I

IwantAexit

Member
Jul 18, 2026
26
ah, i just remembered some thing some one else posted several days ago (i don't remember who)...... they were hypothesizing about going in to the middle of a lake (on a boat maybe?) or some where and then handcuffing their right wrist to their left ankle and i guess going in to the water and i guess the idea is that they can't save them selves and drown (probably a scary way to CTB but your death chamber you want to build is probably going to be scary too)..
Of course I don't like to suffer, but the situation with my country is hard, you need medical permission for almost anything, I wish a chemical like the chloroform from cartoons, but I don't know where to purchase that nor how, with a chemical like that it would be so easy with a regular bathtub
 
  • Love
Reactions: FF777

Similar threads

I
Replies
9
Views
331
Suicide Discussion
Lucifer’s Son
Lucifer’s Son
I
Replies
10
Views
342
Suicide Discussion
kcon1243
kcon1243
mousecrumbs
Replies
10
Views
528
Suicide Discussion
MessyNonsense
M
M
Replies
5
Views
559
Suicide Discussion
misfit toy
M