Brings on thoughts

[IWTD]

What brings on your thoughts of CTB

 

[motel rooms]

Being awake. Sleeping. Breathing.

 

[WornOutLife]

Past mistakes, bad health (getting fatter and eating junk food consequences), I find life pointless because I don't understand the purpose of existing in a world I never asked to be born and some more stuff.

 

[IWTD]

Past mistakes, bad health (getting fatter and eating junk food consequences), I find life pointless because I don't understand the purpose of existing in a world I never asked to be born and some more stuff.

Being awake. Sleeping. Breathing.

I'm going to attempted to CTB if I don't pass out tonight

 

[avoid_slow_death]

At this point? Existing.

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

Walking, driving, watching tv, listening to music, sitting still, laying in bed, playing on phone, going on computer, looking out of window, taking a shower, brushing my teeth, drying hair, looking at photos, doing clothes washing, vacuuming, thinking about the past, thinking about the future, shopping.

 

[ClownMe]

Waking up every morning is the one that gets me. Feels like Groundhog Day.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just simply being conscious. I constantly feel an underlying sense of despair in my waking moments. I don't exactly think of suicide all the time, just how great it would be not to be alive. Thinking of doing the act itself just scares me.

 

[Last chance]

Memories and longing.