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VanillaCake

VanillaCake

Let death be kinder than man
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At work atm. Wait, I just realised girls are low-key winning right now? Yay!
 
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ForsakenEcho

It falls apart, there's not a heart to beat there
Jan 14, 2024
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Holy shit there's been so many posts on here! Back to business I guess.
How's everyone? (And warm hello's to those I've never met before)
How was your vacation?

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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
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About time you boys closed out that win!
Now we are back on track for the girls to get a win 😉

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VanillaCake

Let death be kinder than man
Aug 26, 2021
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About time you boys closed out that win!
Now we are back on track for the girls to get a win 😉

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Yes! Let's get 'em girls!
How was your vacation?

486
Couldn't do everything I wanted to but at least it was fine. Locals were so kind despite us not speaking their language at all!
Flight delays though 😂 lost almost a whole day waiting for flights

Are you guys planning on leaving somewhere this summer/later on?

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ForsakenEcho

It falls apart, there's not a heart to beat there
Jan 14, 2024
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Yes! Let's get 'em girls!

Couldn't do everything I wanted to but at least it was fine. Locals were so kind despite us not speaking their language at all!
Flight delays though 😂 lost almost a whole day waiting for flights

Are you guys planning on leaving somewhere this summer/later on?

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Paris was actually on my list of possibilities for november if everything had worked out on my last gaming trip, but it didn't xD

I don't really have many travel plans at the moment. Maybe I'll visit my old hometown at the end of the year to see some friends, but that's still pretty up in the air.

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VanillaCake

Let death be kinder than man
Aug 26, 2021
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Paris was actually on my list of possibilities for november if everything had worked out on my last gaming trip, but it didn't xD
Damnit. Missed opportunity there to come haunt you on your trip 😂
I don't really have many travel plans at the moment. Maybe I'll visit my old hometown at the end of the year to see some friends, but that's still pretty up in the air.
Think the change of air could do you some good? Seeing your old friends and all
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ForsakenEcho

It falls apart, there's not a heart to beat there
Jan 14, 2024
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Damnit. Missed opportunity there to come haunt you on your trip 😂
If there's another big event in the future and I'm able to go, I'll definitely be there. Over the last few years, I've really started to enjoy traveling... if only it were cheaper. x.x
Think the change of air could do you some good? Seeing your old friends and all
Yeah, I think so. I've been thinking about my friends from my college days lately.
Ever since I moved away, it's been a long time since I last saw them. We still talk every now and then, but it's just not the same.

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VanillaCake

Let death be kinder than man
Aug 26, 2021
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If there's another big event in the future and I'm able to go, I'll definitely be there. Over the last few years, I've really started to enjoy traveling... if only it were cheaper. x.x
I'm trying to get myself to go out more overall. Maybe even travel more. But yeah it's expensive (especially Paris)
Yeah, I think so. I've been thinking about my friends from my college days lately.
Ever since I moved away, it's been a long time since I last saw them. We still talk every now and then, but it's just not the same.
I hope you'll get to see them then! It might be good for your mood as well as allow you to rekindle some frienships
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
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I don't think you could pay me to take a flight and have to deal with airports these days. So my ass will be firmly planted on the couch all summer 😁483
 
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ForsakenEcho

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I usually try to tie my trips to one of my hobbies because it makes it a lot easier to justify the astronomical expense... especially since they're usually not all that well planned.

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Aflame5926

le tired
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colour enjoy GIF


how is everybody day going?
 
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Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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meh. people leaving company. i really need to start looking for myself aswell.
but i really dont have the energy to be "happy" for a new company.

its hard to continue with this company to be honest
 
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Aflame5926

le tired
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486 @LadyEve your pfp really hits home. jesus freaking christ. and im not even reglious
 
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LadyEve

Patience and resolve will get me there
Mar 29, 2026
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Thx yea. Awareness is a double edged sword. That's for sure.
 
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Happinessisasmile

Take my hand, let me teach you about regret:)
Jul 17, 2026
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486…. From the LO
 
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VanillaCake

Let death be kinder than man
Aug 26, 2021
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meh. people leaving company. i really need to start looking for myself aswell.
but i really dont have the energy to be "happy" for a new company.

its hard to continue with this company to be honest
Sucks... I get the not having the energy to be "happy" for a new company. Do you feel like you're at risk of getting fired?

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Aflame5926

le tired
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Sucks... I get the not having the energy to be "happy" for a new company. Do you feel like you're at risk of getting fired?

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nah i got a perm contract and life in a country where its not easy to do it.
but the environment is just so extremely draining. i can really use a month of 3 only just to recover from that shit.
for mental health its just bad.

but where did you go Vanilla? (i was also kidna MIA tho for some days)
 
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VanillaCake

Let death be kinder than man
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nah i got a perm contract and life in a country where its not easy to do it.
but the environment is just so extremely draining. i can really use a month of 3 only just to recover from that shit.
for mental health its just bad.
Fuck... Not sure it's worth it long-term... 🫂
but where did you go Vanilla? (i was also kidna MIA tho for some days)
Portugal, which allowed me to escape some of the heatwave, funnily enough

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