Oh. Is this a bad thing? Like, to die? I thought that was the point in doing this method
No exact dates, but I have prepared everything in my room so I could do it when I got the chance. Definitely before the year ends. I have the chance as I'm writing right now actually, I just keep putting it off. I do want to die, but I'm still scared of failing and risk lasting, irreversible damage. Idk what I'm waiting for.
First, what I mentioned was something I had happen. Most people don't have it happen. You're right in that most people prefer this because they don't suffocate and they don't have too much pressure on their neck(for partial hanging). The Brain is being deprived of blood, therefore oxygen, which causes you to lose consciousness. However, for me, I also feel like I'm not getting enough oxygen(that feeling in your chest..the way you feel when you're out of breath)...however, again, most people don't have this happen. You should've noticed by now IF you got to the point of almost passing out.
Second, this method has a VERY HIGH chance of long-lasting damage if you're found early. You'd better pray you die in that case. There was a dad in England that did full suspension, but was found EARLY by his brother. He was 100% quadriplegic for about 2 years..then finally, after all that time, he could blink his eyes to communicate...but the last I heard was he is still in agonizing hell and for some reason his family thinks that his qol(quality of life) is good enough to justify him living. Just don't be found early.