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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
So yeah this time a couple nights ago I was hammered and once again thinking booze was my saviour (there's a thread in Recovery). Will I never learn? I just don't know when to stop. In a blackout I posted a ton of depressive/suicidal crap on Facebook and had a phone convo with my dad at 2am. Facebook deleted one of my posts (someone reported me) but the rest were to be my delightful next day's reading materials.

I got through the hangover with thankfully not so much anxiety (like it used to be) but depression hit me like a ton of bricks today: it's been brutal.

Until next time I guess...
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
So yeah this time a couple nights ago I was hammered and once again thinking booze was my saviour (there's a thread in Recovery). Will I never learn? I just don't know when to stop. In a blackout I posted a ton of depressive/suicidal crap on Facebook and had a phone convo with my dad at 2am. Facebook deleted one of my posts (someone reported me) but the rest were to be my delightful next day's reading materials.

I got through the hangover with thankfully not so much anxiety (like it used to be) but depression hit me like a ton of bricks today: it's been brutal.

Until next time I guess...
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Oh Boy! That Will Be Me In Morning I Keep Thinking Cider Is My Saviour Off My Face Right Now Seeing Stars I Just Seem To Pass Out Probably Cause Of Meds But I Hope You Feel Better Soon Mate It's Been Tough On You x

Peace & Hugs :hug:
 
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RedDEE

RedDEE

Life sucks and then you die.
May 10, 2019
356
I used to get blackout hammered drunk. Now I only drink beer. I can drink a whole 12 twelve pack of beer, over the course of about 4 hours. Then eat something, drink some water, and go to bed.

I wake up, no hangover, and I haven't done a bunch of crazy shit.
 
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Ren Elsie Jewelria

Ren Elsie Jewelria

I sneezed!
Aug 30, 2020
366
That means heading down into the dark sea of alcoholism. Your choice, guys.
 
Privatehell

Privatehell

Member
Mar 3, 2020
26
Totally relate to this. Sending good vibes
 

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