Booked a hotel room.. (SN)

[waitingformybus2]

I'm fucking scared tbh. What if I mess it up? What if the SN from DSL isn't pure enough? What if I puked it all up? What if someone hears me? Am I gonna be in pain?

Posting my protocol again

Make 2 cups of SN 25g sn/50ml water each. I weight roughly 74kg
Havent eaten for almost 24 hours now, had a small glass of water earlier
2 hour min of liquid fasting before
1 hour before taking the SN I will take 1000mg paracetamol and 40mg of propranolol.
40 minutes before the SN I will take 7x3mg Prochlorperazine.
Drink 1 cup of SN. If I vomit within 10 - 15 minutes I will drink the second glass.
Lay down.

Please send me your energy and any last minute advice

 

[dewdfish]

I think that your protocol is pretty solid to be honest

 

[CenturiesEnd]

I'm fucking scared tbh. What if I mess it up? What if the SN from DSL isn't pure enough? What if I puked it all up? What if someone hears me? Am I gonna be in pain?

Posting my protocol again

Make 2 cups of SN 25g sn/50ml water each. I weight roughly 74kg
Havent eaten for almost 24 hours now, had a small glass of water earlier
2 hour min of liquid fasting before
1 hour before taking the SN I will take 1000mg paracetamol and 40mg of propranolol.
40 minutes before the SN I will take 7x3mg Prochlorperazine.
Drink 1 cup of SN. If I vomit within 10 - 15 minutes I will drink the second glass.
Lay down.

Please send me your energy and any last minute advice

First, I'm sorry your life brought you to this point. To answer your question about purity, did you make sure that your blood turns a brownish color when in contact with the SN? If there's a noticeable change than I don't think you have anything to worry about in regards to the purity of the substance.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.

 

[waitingformybus2]

First, I'm sorry your life brought you to this point. To answer your question about purity, did you make sure that your blood turns a brownish color when in contact with the SN? If there's a noticeable change than I don't think you have anything to worry about in regards to the purity of the substance.

I haven't tested it at all. All I know is the packaging it came is is consistent with others.

I hope you find peace from suffering.

Thank you

 

[madwoman]

I'm sorry for the pain you are in to lead you to this. No matter how we die - if we know it's going to happen, we are all scared - that's human and you aren't alone. I will be when it's my time as well. I think DSL is very reliable as it seems so from this site. If this is your time & there's no hope left & you are ready to say goodbye - I hope you can do something for yourself to bring you some peace. Listen to some music, watch something you like, read something, think back on your life at the good times, make yourself comfortable, - anything that brings you comfort. That's what I'll be doing. I hope things go okay and no matter what happens, I wish you peace whatever that means to you. Also know as I will know as well, there is no rush & it's not too late to change your mind. Sending love