Birthdays are so triggering

[Deadlyroses]

My birthday is coming up and I am dreading it. I fucking hate birthdays. I always ramp up my alcohol and drug use when my birthday nears. Most of my attempts to ctb have been near or on the day of my birthday. I hate it. I never celebrate it and I always dread it when anyone asks about my birthday plans. I don't see it as a reason to celebrate. It just highlights my misery. It highlights how little I've changed over the years. I am as miserable as ever. Fuck birthdays.

 

[hʚll]

to celebrate a fictitious date that symbolize the start of our suffering? or to convice that one's life matters ? birthdays are one of the biggest jokes. i hate them

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Average birthday fan vs average deathday enjoyer.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hate birthdays as well. I am dreading mine this year. I do not like a day which is supposed to celebrate my existence, which I did not ask for and do not want. I view my life as a mistake, I was perfectly fine not existing until I was forced into this world. I also fear ageing. I want to ctb around my birthday, ideally. I dislike it when people say 'happy' birthday as birthdays are anything but happy for me.

 

[Neowise]

Birthdays are the worst. People are celebrating me for... for what? For existing? What kind of achievement is that?
Everybody acts like they love you and deeply care about you, but during the other 364 days they don't say a word to you or do nothing but belittle you and complain about you. Birthdays are pure hypocrisy.