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JustHanginAround

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Just what the title says, I see people talking a lot about SN, but it doesn't seem easy at all to get, and I don't have the money anyway. Train seems like a decent option, but as I don't want to end up alive and mangled, I'm open to hearing what others are from a purely statistical standpoint, the less pain the better
 
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nayomi

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gun, jumping, rope...
 
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Jul 27, 2026
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Train has also become my option. I have ran out of options that will be a pretty simple way to CTB. If done right, train would kill you instantly. I'm planning on laying my neck on the tracks though, not jumping in front of it.
Lots of people bring up suspension, but I am unable to use that option on myself. You could always try that.
Best wishes my method twin, haha.
gun, jumping, rope...
I know in certain countries its hard to get your hands on a gun, especially if you have a history of mental illness. Jumping is quite a risk as well with a high SI. Rope would be best IMO if guns aren't available
 
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Train has also become my option. I have ran out of options that will be a pretty simple way to CTB. If done right, train would kill you instantly. I'm planning on laying my neck on the tracks though, not jumping in front of it.
Lots of people bring up suspension, but I am unable to use that option on myself. You could always try that.
Best wishes my method twin, haha.

I know in certain countries its hard to get your hands on a gun, especially if you have a history of mental illness. Jumping is quite a risk as well with a high SI. Rope would be best IMO if guns aren't available
exactly my thought, trains weigh tens of thousands of kilos, that much pressure on your neck would surely be instant right?
 
littleswan18

littleswan18

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Jul 27, 2026
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exactly my thought, trains weigh thousands of kilos that much pressure on your neck would surely be instant right?
I would believe so. I wouldn't personally jump in front of it though, that usually just flings people and causes a lot of suffering before dying (if you even die before EMS gets to you.). Laying neck first on the track would be the best option here, im just unsure if laying face up or face down would make it easier.
 
JustHanginAround

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I would believe so. I wouldn't personally jump in front of it though, that usually just flings people and causes a lot of suffering before dying (if you even die before EMS gets to you.). Laying neck first on the track would be the best option here, im just unsure if laying face up or face down would make it easier.
I feel like face down, with some headphones on blasting whatever music you wanna hear as loud as possible would be the best way to do it
 
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I feel like face down, with some headphones on blasting whatever music you wanna hear as loud as possible would be the best way to do it
Exactly. Get one last mental breakdown to Pearl Jam in before CTB lmfao.
 
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