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LoveandCerulean

LoveandCerulean

See you next life :)
Aug 31, 2024
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People often ask about painless methods, but I think euphoria is also very important. Our bodies are wired for self-preservation, so even if you want to CTB, your subconscious will often fight against it, which makes the experience less peaceful.

I've settled on SN or inert gas asphyxiation as my methods of choice and was wondering if anyone knew any accessible ways to make the experience more euphoric? I want to be completely at peace when I transition.
 
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Nobody'sHero

Nobody'sHero

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You might find some useful information in this handbook, I think I downloaded it somewhere on this forum. Pentobarbital (Nembutal) sounds like a hassle free way to go.
 
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SomewhatLoved

SomewhatLoved

all bleeding stops eventually...
Apr 12, 2023
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I think this would really only be achievable with drugs. Even if your method is "painless", there will probably be anxiety and discomfort surrounding it - like when you're waiting to see a doctor or before a big test or interview when you can't sit still. It's a big thing to commit suicide and even if you're absolute in wanting it there will probably be fear, so you would need drugs to achieve this type of thing.

Obviously the stronger the better. This could be anything from smoking a cigarette beforehand (if that is something you do to calm down) to doing a shot of heroin or taking a benzo or something (these would obviously yield a stronger effect).
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

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This is also Very important to me.. to go out feeling Extremely euphoric and sedated. (Maybe with a smile, i hope?). I think there are Many different things that could make it euphoric, but for me personally ... I plan on getting drunk, eating some mushrooms, smoke some dank, hit some nitrous ,.. while listening to my favorite music.. before I pull the trigger.
 
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encore

encore

she/her • BPD • rOCD
Nov 14, 2024
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nitrous oxide exit bag method should give you a high and sedate you shortly before death
 
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nooseknot

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Apr 16, 2025
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You might find some useful information in this handbook, I think I downloaded it somewhere on this forum. Pentobarbital (Nembutal) sounds like a hassle free way to go.
with all due respect-imho this doesn't answer our OP's question at all that was aiming at something completely different
 
jewelxxet

jewelxxet

FTP
Apr 18, 2025
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This is also Very important to me.. to go out feeling Extremely euphoric and sedated. (Maybe with a smile, i hope?). I think there are Many different things that could make it euphoric, but for me personally ... I plan on getting drunk, eating some mushrooms, smoke some dank, hit some nitrous ,.. while listening to my favorite music.. before I pull the trigger.

with all that shit in your system, you will end up shooting your reflection on the mirror instead
 
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FishRain3469

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Mar 12, 2025
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Lol. Nahh, that's all the shit I need in my system to actually pull the fckn trigger.
 
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

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Apr 21, 2025
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I did the opiate method, and can testify that if I didn't have DID there would have still been emotional discomfort. I drank it, so there was a maybe 5 minute wait I think?
 

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