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favouriteworstnight

favouriteworstnight

pretty noose
May 14, 2023
95
for me benzos help a lot but fuck that pain in my neck i don't know what to do

(more than alcohol
 
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Slark

Slark

Experienced
Apr 30, 2023
205
I used benzodiazepines for a long time, they really work well, but you adapt to the medication quickly.
 
BrokenByTheSystem

BrokenByTheSystem

Autism
Mar 23, 2026
137
I used benzodiazepines for a long time, they really work well, but you adapt to the medication quickly.
How much time and dosage? I'm on 0,5mg of clonazepam for 6 years I think. I can't stop. Have you tried to stop?
 
Slark

Slark

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Apr 30, 2023
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How much time and dosage? I'm on 0,5mg of clonazepam for 6 years I think. I can't stop. Have you tried to stop?
I used Alprazolam and reached the maximum dosage of 2 mg in about 2 years. Alprazolam has a half-life of 12 hours, so I started having anxiety attacks when the half-life ended and the maximum dose had already lost its effect. After that, I switched to other benzodiazepines to help me sleep until I got to flunitrazepam, and over time even that lost its effect. One day I decided to stop, but I made the stupid mistake of stopping completely all at once, and that really messed me up. If I can give you some advice, it's not to stop benzodiazepines completely all at once. Seek a doctor who will help you with the weaning process.
 
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BrokenByTheSystem

BrokenByTheSystem

Autism
Mar 23, 2026
137
I used Alprazolam and reached the maximum dosage of 2 mg in about 2 years. Alprazolam has a half-life of 12 hours, so I started having anxiety attacks when the half-life ended and the maximum dose had already lost its effect. After that, I switched to other benzodiazepines to help me sleep until I got to flunitrazepam, and over time even that lost its effect. One day I decided to stop, but I made the stupid mistake of stopping completely all at once, and that really messed me up. If I can give you some advice, it's not to stop benzodiazepines completely all at once. Seek a doctor who will help you with the weaning process.
Thank you for the reply.

I never increased my dosage, it was always 0.5mg since the beginning.

I built some tolerance of course, it doesn't have the same effect as before. But I just hold up, I had nights of insomnia but still, never increased it.

Sometimes I think it's not worth to stop taking it, not sure if I could handle life without being under effect of some benzo.
 
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dirkw83

Student
Mar 4, 2026
159
They are great but be careful with them, sometimes they can some serious problems when you decide to get off them. I use lorazepam as a sleeping aid but I try to have as many days of not using it as possible. When I do use it, it helps me sleep so much. But it's all drugs, so be careful.
 
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favouriteworstnight

favouriteworstnight

pretty noose
May 14, 2023
95
They are great but be careful with them, sometimes they can some serious problems when you decide to get off them. I use lorazepam as a sleeping aid but I try to have as many days of not using it as possible. When I do use it, it helps me sleep so much. But it's all drugs, so be careful.
i took klonopin and my plan was to cbt but it's kinda addicting and euphoric and i went high to uni

but the goal is to ctb and fsh hurts and i couldn't do partial yet
i think i took 3-4mg but i can't stand the pain fuck you
 
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uklad38

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Mar 27, 2026
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Are benzos easy to get if not prescribed?
 
absolutethistime

absolutethistime

shinigami
Feb 20, 2026
54
I used to love getting high off benzos, made me feel so relaxed and care free.

Blacking out was a little terrifying though.
 
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dirkw83

Student
Mar 4, 2026
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i took klonopin and my plan was to cbt but it's kinda addicting and euphoric and i went high to uni

but the goal is to ctb and fsh hurts and i couldn't do partial yet
i think i took 3-4mg but i can't stand the pain fuck you

ayyy fuck you too lol
 
favouriteworstnight

favouriteworstnight

pretty noose
May 14, 2023
95
just stole xanax from grandma and lorazepam from my parents, they dont take it though. and can't wait to use more klonopin but omg i want to ctb not get addicted ;( and my mom noticed i was acting drunk

i hate uni i don't wanna go to this shit because i'm awakward and i don't learn anything
 
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iLikeFrogs

iLikeFrogs

Most likely dissociating
May 5, 2023
172
I was on relanium in the past and I was on lorazepam recently. it's working great but very easy to become psysically addicted and withdrawls are not worth it
 
bipolar22

bipolar22

Notorious shtposter
Aug 31, 2022
425
Tapering off for the 4th time within 2 years of lorezepam. They are very good in shutting the world down but getting off is a bit of a grind.
 

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