Being suicidal turn me into a nihilist

[lonerclown666]

Nothing in this world matters how you are your personality nothing in the end we are just animals doing worthless things

 

[puppet_nihilist]

For me it was the opposite. Became a nihilist. I let that sink in for a while and became suicidal as a result.

 

[fruit-loops]

Hello,
I feel just like you, but don't you think that can be the reverse? A latent nihilism and the perception of the uselessness of life brought you to become suicidal?

For me it was the opposite. Became a nihilist. I let that sink in for a while and became suicidal as a result.

I was just saying that. I think that I went through the same steps..

Do you have had some reading that brought you there or it was just because your life experiences?

 

[FuneralCry]

Life literally is the most pointless thing ever. I see death as making all life meaningless. Eventually we will all be forgotten. These thoughts have contributed to me being suicidal, I see life as not worth the energy. We suffer just for the sake of suffering. Any kind of meaning people say that this life has is a delusion to me.

 

[motel rooms]

I agree that life is ultimately meaningless, but it's hard to act like a total nihilist (moral nihilists claim that no action is ever morally preferable to any other; that's hard to swallow)

 

[qwertylmno]

how does that make you feel?

 

[Superdeterminist]

Personally I'm not too bothered by the ultimate pointlessness of life, what really bothers me is suffering in all its diverse forms.

Suffering makes me terrified to live life, and it makes it impossible for me to love life. I harbour lots of contempt for reality for allowing the suffering that it does, for imposing difficulti s onto me which I want no part of, and forcing me to make difficult decisions where I'm always losing something no matter what choice I make.

 

[Hurt]

Nothing in this world matters how you are your personality nothing in the end we are just animals doing worthless things

Yes I see life that way too. Like Jim Carrey said: "We don't matter. That's good news."

 

[lonerclown666]

I agree that life is ultimately meaningless, but it's hard to act like a total nihilist (moral nihilists claim that no action is ever morally preferable to any other; that's hard to swallow)

a total nihilist sadly is the only truth in this life