Being Suicidal And having no reliable methods is the most frustrating thing ever.

[Pravesh]

I want to ctb so bad but no money and no hand skills i cant even do simple things, no contacts or people to help with stuff to get me there, all i can think of is the low success rate methods such as drinking bleach or slashing wrists and neck. i have not much options im useless with my hands, dont know how to use or buy most things and no funds . every method i research always seems difficult for me to pull off or difficult to obtain the materials/object. im in fucking limbo , wishing to die but no method and its pure agony and hell. Anyone can relate?

 

[ARW3N]

I think that's the most difficult thing about suicide. There are no easy methods available anymore because of the pro-life squad. You could stick your head in an oven in the past and drift out of this world like Sylvia Plath. You could overdose on barbiturates which are no longer available. Neither is cyanide or Nembutal accessible anymore.

 

[Pravesh]

I think that's the most difficult thing about suicide. There are no easy methods available anymore because of the pro-life squad. You could stick your head in an oven in the past and drift out of this world like Sylvia Plath. You could overdose on barbiturates which are no longer available. Neither is cyanide or Nembutal accessible anymore.

Man i just wish i come across any easy method, there has to be a way.

 

[Gadget_333]

Having the same problems in the UK - very difficult to manage our own lives ..... would be fine if I had trained as a Vet but ..................

 

[Mentalmick]

They're happy enough to sell things that will kill you in a variety of painful and messy ways, but something peaceful and clean? Not going to happen.

 

[itstoolateforme]

I want to ctb so bad but no money and no hand skills i cant even do simple things, no contacts or people to help with stuff to get me there, all i can think of is the low success rate methods such as drinking bleach or slashing wrists and neck. i have not much options im useless with my hands, dont know how to use or buy most things and no funds . every method i research always seems difficult for me to pull off or difficult to obtain the materials/object. im in fucking limbo , wishing to die but no method and its pure agony and hell. Anyone can relate?

Cyanide is in cherry pits i think

 

[Pravesh]

Cyanide is in cherry pits i think

thanks i will look into this

thanks i will look into this

A single cherry yields roughly 0.17 grams of lethal cyanide per gram of seed, so depending on the size of the kernel, ingesting just one or two freshly crushed pits can lead to death
omg

 

[Endeavour]

thanks i will look into this

A single cherry yields roughly 0.17 grams of lethal cyanide per gram of seed, so depending on the size of the kernel, ingesting just one or two freshly crushed pits can lead to death
omg

Bogus - you need loads depending on the type of cherry. Apricot kernels the same. Ones (apricots) from Turkey, Afghanistan and Pakistan allegedly have more amegdylin (however you spell it).

 

[ARW3N]

Bogus - you need loads depending on the type of cherry. Apricot kernels the same. Ones (apricots) from Turkey, Afghanistan and Pakistan allegedly have more amegdylin (however you spell it).

I tried the method years ago and, yes, it's totally unreliable. I crushed the apricot kernals in a bottle of water. I gulped the whole concoction down one night. Nothing happened until I had a convulsion a few hours later. My body's digestive juices needed to further release the natural cyanide which accounted for the delayed reaction. However, not enough natural cyanide was released from the kernals to cause death. It was a complete waste of time!

 

[WornOutLife]

I feel you, dear.
I've read about a lots of methods but I've already failed 4 times. I just suck at it.
The good thing, I guess, is that I got no brain damage.

I wish there was a magic button which we press and that's it, goodbye world!