Venting being here makes me feel better (positive vent :p)

[3spiral]

when I post stuff here I really feel heard. it's much easier to talk abt my feelings. people are accepting, probably because they know what it's like to be misunderstood
usually when I talk about my feelings I'm usually shaking, laughing or distancing myself from them, speaking as if they weren't mine. or all at once. when I write things down here I usually have a lot of doubts wether they are valid, but receiving answers or even small reactions makes me feel more real (?) not sure how to describe it, but I feel less numb. I genuinely started feeling better after this place. I just avoid the sucide discussion forum cus I'm sensitive lol :] the rest is good tho

 

[tonicer]

Same. I still have my mother to talk to IRL but when i bring up my suicidal thoughts she gets a bit aggressive. I love her a lot and she loves me too but i can't to her about that stuff that's why i am more than happy to have found this site. A bunch of great people here.

 

[killawithme]

I agree sometimes I just wanna talk to someone that I do not know just because I couldn't irl

 

[lilypeaches]

Same. I still have my mother to talk to IRL but when i bring up my suicidal thoughts she gets a bit aggressive. I love her a lot and she loves me too but i can't to her about that stuff that's why i am more than happy to have found this site. A bunch of great people here.

I feel the same way. Everyone irl just repeats the same phrases about how suicide is bad even if they're only passive thoughts and then the conversation goes off topic.

 

[3spiral]

I feel the same way. Everyone irl just repeats the same phrases about how suicide is bad even if they're only passive thoughts and then the conversation goes off topic.

I think more people have suicidal thoughts than it's made to seem like it is because the topic is still taboo. they might not get to the point of planning or seriously considering it but they still get them

 

[tonicer]

I feel the same way. Everyone irl just repeats the same phrases about how suicide is bad even if they're only passive thoughts and then the conversation goes off topic.

True. They always repeat the same crap. "You're selfish." or as a man i often hear "Man up pussy." as if i didn't have emotions and are mentally as strong as i am physically.