Being close to the other side

[Snake of Eden]

I had brushes with death when I dabbled with some substances. I find the state of being close to death to be incredibly therapeutic given that it is safe which wasnt what I was doing. What I mean by being close to death is a specific state of consciousness when SI is at its strongest and something inside of us tells us that we are undoubtedly about to die. I wonder if someone have any suggestions how to be close to that state. I heard of 4-dmt-mew should be something that acheives it but not so sure how to go by doing it. I am not looking to suicide in this experiment. I just want to be close to death. There is alot of knowledge and healing that can be achieved by approaching death but not dying in controlled manner. I am certain of it

 

[Pluto]

Do you mean 5-meo DMT? So long as you know what you are doing, it is said to bring a lot of insights. A minority of people have unpleasant experiences.