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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

love’s not dead
Dec 9, 2024
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Being born wasn't my decision & I hate that I must pay the price for it. From birth, everyone is expected to adhere to all the societal & cultural expectations placed on you without any regard for your own personal wants, needs or opinions. I truly do wish I wasn't born & I yearn for the day I'll take my final breath.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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It really is unfair to force innocent people into things they didn't agree to and that should include life itself. Its unfair we have to go through this suffering we didn't ask for and have to put in the effort to ctb to undo this action put onto us. None of this was needed when we didn't desire this in the first place before we were created as we can't feel anything in non existence.
 
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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

love’s not dead
Dec 9, 2024
103
It really is unfair to force innocent people into things they didn't agree to and that should include life itself. Its unfair we have to go through this suffering we didn't ask for and have to put in the effort to ctb to undo this action put onto us. None of this was needed when we didn't desire this in the first place before we were created as we can't feel anything in non existence.
I'm beginning to come to grips with my decision to ctb. This sounds strange, but I wish euthanasia was more accessible & less frowned upon. No one chooses to be born so everyone should have the ability to opt out whenever they choose.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence, I wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything, I also really regret existing, I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'll personally always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist.
 
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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

love’s not dead
Dec 9, 2024
103
I understand, more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence, I wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything, I also really regret existing, I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'll personally always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist.
We are nothing but slaves. Life sucks the energy from us & then we drop dead. I'll be honest, I find existence appalling. I'm deeply miserable & can't wait to ctb.
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
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Being born wasn't my decision & I hate that I must pay the price for it. From birth, everyone is expected to adhere to all the societal & cultural expectations placed on you without any regard for your own personal wants, needs or opinions. I truly do wish I wasn't born & I yearn for the day I'll take my final breath.
I feel the same way. This also goes into why I find myself increasingly disgusted by the idea of having children.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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When I was in utero my mom was shocked really bad from an appliance. Why couldn't that have killed me? Fml
 
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