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Liege

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Aug 4, 2026
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I'm about to enter my second year of highschool and I've already gotten myself into an inescapable pit.

Basically there's this guy at my school who's been emotionally abusing me since middle school, he'd make me cry in front of everyone multiple times every single year since eighth grade.

The teachers would see me crying and obviously they'd do nothing because why would they? In 9th grade I told a teacher that he was hitting me and they also did nothing, they just said "I'll handle it" and nothing happened.

That was middle school it was rough but now highschool is where I started to see real cruelty.

Basically 10th grade my first year of highschool (my country has a different system), he locked onto me and decided to make my life complete hell, he would call me some of the most depraved sexual names in front of everyone, I tried my best to fight back, but it was futile, everyone loved him and he got the whole class to be against me, one guy against 15, I ended up crying and the teachers also didn't do anything.


A couple days later he tells me that he had recorded me saying some stupid stuff( just normal teen sexual stuff) and he was threatening to release it.

It's August now, months after the year ended, the entire year has been nothing but misery and anguish, he is trying to kill me, that's what he's doing, and soon he will succeed.
 
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ipmanwc0

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Sep 15, 2023
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You could also graduate early like I did at the end of 10th grade depending where you are. The test is pretty easy I think for most people
 
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Liege

Member
Aug 4, 2026
5
You could also graduate early like I did at the end of 10th grade depending where you are. The test is pretty easy I think for most people
Not where I'm from, I appreciate what youre doing man but there really is no way out, he got his kill
 
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ipmanwc0

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If you're set on it, but I think it's an avoidable issue and he would be happy no?
 
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Liege

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Aug 4, 2026
5
If you're set on it, but I think it's an avoidable issue and he would be happy no?
I know man, but it is completely unavoidable, no one's here to help, he's got me under his grip (blackmail), I don't care if he'd be happy, this isn't some sort of Disney movie, I just lost, gonna ctb soon
 
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ipmanwc0

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Sep 15, 2023
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Does he actually have that on you or is he lying? And is it actually bad, you said it was normal teen stuff? Maybe you think people will care more than they actually will, I wouldn't even be bothered to listen to it if I were a student
 
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Liege

Member
Aug 4, 2026
5
Does he actually have that on you or is he lying? And is it actually bad, you said it was normal teen stuff? Maybe you think people will care more than they actually will, I wouldn't even be bothered to listen to it if I were a student
Yeah man, I've seen it on his phone, it's bad like really bad, seriously man you're stressing yourself out it's okay just don't bother
 
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know-nothing

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Jun 20, 2023
12
But do they fully understand why it's necessary for you to change schools? Honestly I rarely say this but it might be better if you tell them that you want to CTB because of the school problem, to get them to take it more seriously
I Asked my parents and they refused, that was months ago
 
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evie1337

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Mar 10, 2025
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It's a very awful situation, and i know it's not easy at all for you, but I believe you can find the power and courage to bear through it within you. I don't want to sound like I'm discrediting you, but it is highschool, it will pass with time and I know I hated to hear that growing up but it is true at the end of the day, I really hope you don't kill yourself over this. Honestly if there's nothing illegal with what you've said then let him release it, but do not comply with anything he dangles over your head it'll just make stuff worse unfortunately

And I know what I'm saying is easier said than done, but it does get better, you aren't going to be in high school forever, I hope you gain the strength you need and find yourself in a better place regardless, if you are completely set on suicide I hope it happens peacefully, but please know there is a future for you, as is for everyone