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Marioomr

Marioomr

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Aug 31, 2022
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I decided to die today, but I got chills in my body, pressure and pain in the back of my head, and I felt the desire to sleep deeply, is this normal or fear of death?
 
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catflowers

catflowers

Experienced
Jul 31, 2022
225
fear of death dude if you are pulsing that means you are scared as shit
 
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Marioomr

Marioomr

Member
Aug 31, 2022
48
ุงู„ุฎูˆู ู…ู† ุงู„ู…ูˆุช ูŠุง ุตุงุญ ุฅุฐุง ูƒู†ุช ุชู†ุจุถ ูู‡ุฐุง ูŠุนู†ูŠ ุฃู†ูƒ ุฎุงุฆู ู…ุซู„ ุงู„ู‚ุฑู
ูƒูŠู ูŠู…ูƒู†ู†ูŠ ู…ู‚ุงูˆู…ุฉ ุฐู„ูƒ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
 
catflowers

catflowers

Experienced
Jul 31, 2022
225
ูƒูŠู ูŠู…ูƒู†ู†ูŠ ู…ู‚ุงูˆู…ุฉ ุฐู„ูƒ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
i don't know arabic but yeah i agree
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,571
It could be the survival instinct, but I guess that it's hard to say. I just feel like after all, only you know when it's time to leave this world, I believe that it's a feeling that you have. Also, I think that most people who fear death know that they have this fear, in many cases it's what stopping them from going through with ctb, they don't need to ask others if they have it.
 
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brokensea

brokensea

Arcanist
Aug 4, 2022
405
Sometimes a weird tiredness hits me and I literally can't stay awake. I will have to sleep no matter what I'm doing. I'm not sure where it comes from myself. It's been like this since the depression and suicide plans I'm making.
 
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takemenowpls

Experienced
Aug 19, 2022
237
I think it's the minds defense mechanism. And yes fear. The mind is trying to run from it and sleeping is just that. I think it's normal.
 
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