before CTB what to do?

[sequilhos3421]

I'm planning to take my stroller and go to a park called "Beto Carrero" to see the beach and ctb by myself I already bought the SN I'm not scared or anxious because I'm taking sertraline and rivotril, what do you have in mind? (sorry I'm using google translate)

 

[Sea Turtle]

I would love to visit the beach one last time, go for one last dive maybe, but don't have immediate plans at the moment. I wish you the best and wish you peace

 

[lonleycrowdedwest]

I'm planning to take my stroller and go to a park called "Beto Carrero" to see the beach and ctb by myself I already bought the SN I'm not scared or anxious because I'm taking sertraline and rivotril, what do you have in mind? (sorry I'm using google translate)

Take the tie before your desired date to think again about if its worth it. I'm not trying to influence you either way, but I think you would agree this is a very serious decision

 

[FuneralCry]

There is nothing that I particularly want to do apart from making sure that the method does not fail. The fear of failure is the main thing that is holding me back from ctb. I just want to pass away peacefully and sleep for all eternity, I have suffered enough. I am sorry for all the pain that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Willy Wonka]

party like crazy

 

[Shu]

Smoke DMT

 

[notaboutangels]

Deep clean my room, shower, brush my teeth, put on my favorite and clean clothes. Then put on a playlist I made for the moment to play in the background while I die.

 

[Ethereal Knight]

I don't know. honestly like I once said in the forum, I'll probably just look at the sky and think about my ex. I don't wanna do anything special, besides think of her. it probably comforts me and makes me wanna cry at the same time.

Then put on a playlist I made for the moment to play in the background while I die.

music definitely makes everything better

see the beach and ctb by myself

parece boa ideia, poder olhar pro céu, sentir a brisa da praia e ter contato com a natureza antes de pegar o busão, mas lembre-se q se alguém te achar e te levar pro hospital, vc tem uma grande chance de ser salva. o SN tem um antídoto q é chamado Azul de Metileno. quando eles administram isso em alguém q tomou SN, a pessoa recupera a consciência em poucos minutos.

já teve outros membros aqui do fórum q tentaram CTB em local público e acabaram sendo salvos.

quando isso acontece, o mais provável é q vc passe alguns meses presa/internada no hospício ou na ala psiquiátrica, tendo seu SN e seu celular confiscados, e sabe-se lá o que mais.

infelizmente, CTB em casa quando se mora com outras pessoas não é muito melhor, pois alguém pode te ouvir vomitando, notar q vc não está respondendo e invadir seu quarto pra te levar pro hospital.

aqui na SS, uma imensa parte dos casos de falha com SN é simplesmente porque a pessoa foi encontrada.

idealmente, alguém usaria o método do SN em local isolado, no qual as chances de ser encontrado são muito baixas ou nulas.

Spoiler: English translation

sounds good, but if they find you and take you to the hospital, the doctors are capable of waking you up in minutes, SN has an antidote called methylene blue. if they inject you with this antidote, you'll most likely just end up trapped in the psych ward for months and they'll confiscate your SN, your smartphone and who knows what else...

actually some members tried to CTB in the public, like in their car etc, only to get saved.

unfortunately home is not that different if you live with other people. they can hear you puking and then save you.

ideally one would take SN by themselves in a safe place where the risk of being found is very low.

 

[singsreignrebuilder]

nothing at all. why would it matter, if you're CTB?

 

[watchingthewheels]

Smoke DMT

But where to get the DMT, that's the rub...

 

[deleted]

But where to get the DMT, that's the rub...

Join drug groups on Facebook, there is always someone who sells them

I'm planning to take my stroller and go to a park called "Beto Carrero" to see the beach and ctb by myself I already bought the SN I'm not scared or anxious because I'm taking sertraline and rivotril, what do you have in mind? (sorry I'm using google translate)

I also want to go to an amusement park I've never been to one

 

[Ednospatient]

My theory has always been "become the best version of yourself before you ctb" and I've gradually tried self improving

 

[allesistgut]

until i eventually ctb i just want to spend as much time with my friends that i can and leave them with as many happy memories as possible.

for my last full day, i'd like to spend it in nature and hopefully also ctb in nature if i can, i want to listen to music and also look through some pictures of my friends, that's about it.

 

[xrayyankee]

Smoke DMT

Yes