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WallTermite

WallTermite

Student
Aug 16, 2025
156
Things are getting real bad. I thought I could wait a few months but that doesn't seem to be the case.

Wondering if bathub drowning a realistic method. Have you tried it? Is SI too bad?

I've only driven to the coast in my country but couldn't get in the water tho. Felt like a nightmare.
 
HNR_

HNR_

Close to a new start...or meet my end
May 21, 2026
207
Due to how painful and distressing it is, yeah, SI would probably kick your ass
 
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CrawlingInMySkin

Blood is Red, and Sweet as Cherry Wine
Jun 14, 2026
244
It would be horrible if you didn't use SWB. Shallow water blackout is where you make yourself black out, and drown in the tub and it'd be completely painless. There's a megathread on it under suicide resources. You can even practice on places you won't drown in, like on your bed. Hope this helps, love and peace♥️
 
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plskilme

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Jul 8, 2026
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Tried that. My body starts gasping for air, I tell it not to do shit. Body reacts coming back up gasping for air and wins over me trying to fight back every time.
 
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WallTermite

Student
Aug 16, 2025
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It would be horrible if you didn't use SWB. Shallow water blackout is where you make yourself black out, and drown in the tub and it'd be completely painless. There's a megathread on it under suicide resources. You can even practice on places you won't drown in, like on your bed. Hope this helps, love and peace♥️
Yes, that's my plan, combine hyperventilation with imhalimg deodorant spray through a towel. I have tried it before (don't try it) and it makes me go blurry.

The problem would be setting up the bathub. If I lived alone I could buy a big pool and go painlessly. Thanks.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Sounds like one of the hardest & most torturous ways. SWB would help, but it seems to not work for most people who try it.
 
SomewhereNew

SomewhereNew

idk
Nov 2, 2025
125
Yes, that's my plan, combine hyperventilation with imhalimg deodorant spray through a towel. I have tried it before (don't try it) and it makes me go blurry.

The problem would be setting up the bathub. If I lived alone I could buy a big pool and go painlessly. Thanks.
I've considered this method with whippets or duster. With duster I lost consciousness and vomited if I was laying on my back when that happened I probably wouldn't be typing this
 
WallTermite

WallTermite

Student
Aug 16, 2025
156
I've considered this method with whippets or duster. With duster I lost consciousness and vomited if I was laying on my back when that happened I probably wouldn't be typing this
Yeah, seems like a solid method.
 
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